grr

okay. this is starting to piss me off. it's either my comp or this web page that's screwing my life up.
it's not showing my new posts!!!
ish

Stupidity as the mystical foundation of our existence

We have blind faith in our knowledge, not because knowledge is wise or true by nature; it is considered wise and true simply because it is shared by the majority. We do not follow a rule because it is functional; a rule becomes functional once everybody follows it.
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we do not stop at traffic lights because the red colour causes us to stop. The red light has a regulating effect because we stop for it. In short, a rule owes its force not to arguments, but to the herd instinct. Not reason, but custom and habit govern our life.
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Every new start is hilarious. Smilingly, we obey an initially idiotic rule, until it actually becomes functional, until there is good argument for it. In ashort, the effect precedes the cause: what we have here is a case of epimethean causality. Efficiency is not a natural aspect of rules and regulations, but the result of our compliances.
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(Matthijs Van Boxsel.Reaktion Books LTD. London UK.)

ahem.good afternoon i bid to all ye.

so yesterday was presentation day. really wanted to shit in my pants scared. but yeah. finally.. after weeks of hardwork.. pft. yeah right. haha. we finished our structures project. so weehee.celebration???? which turned out to be like shit, thanks to the roundabout. aih. sowee.
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anyways. it's a new day. new start. since the clock just striked one. well almost striked one. anyways, i vow to change. to be different. whether you like it or not. i dont know. but i need to find me again. cause for some reason. you made me lose me. i got lost track of things. just trying to make people happy. and. i wanna think about me for once. i wanna do things i like. i wanna dance! i wanna go to the gym. i wanna play my favourite sports. i wanna eat ice cream and chocolates and fast food and chips and not grow fat. i wanna love my boyfriend with no objections. i wanna be loved and love my friends and family. i want world peace. i want..................
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but how?...
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anyway.. like i was saying.. presentation day.....

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Joe looked so good. like an executive.

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camera shy guys.

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sheer boredom look.haha

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and their gone.....

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i need you but i dont.
i'm confused.

life is but a stone

random thoughts for the day.
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i'm first?
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pfft. yeah right.
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keep smiling. keep shining. knowing.....
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"if everyone is thinking then no one is thinking very much," courtesy of saab.
(or something like that la)
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a friend in need is a friend indeed.
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"its too late to apologize...." hhahahahahahhaaa
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i need some hot stuff baby this evening.....!! *stares....*
what??? its a song??
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i think you're a gemini. eh you're not? whoops. thought you were. you do seem like one.
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bitch!
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which is stronger? love of hate?
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i've changed! i'm a different person! (sorry i didn't have more faith)
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really do think you've changed.
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apple crumble. yum. deep fried bittergourd. first time in my life, yum!
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best friends for life? pfft. which life?
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Movies. Deprived.

Laura :Looks can be deceiving.

Devan : crap ass movie of the year

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conclusion:

dont watch it.

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i mean honestly... first of all... in this new age era of modern techonlogy i think we can come up with better graphics then this.. and hellloooooo... compare this story line to the previous two Mummy movies... it is SHITE.

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and just so you know..

Mat sallehs speaking chinese... is soooo hilarious.

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The only good part of the movie.
Jet Li!
i watching like kung fu. hehe

*twinkles*.

Jeremy : He's no Jackie Chan..

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buzzkill....

you know... it's hard blogging when you have three heads poking behind you!

ish.. can't a girl have her privacy! lol.

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satisfaction hurts

omg. i'm so sick.
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can't stop sneezing.
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sorry devan. passed the disease to you.
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i feel like dying.
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literally.
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structures meetings

you know how insane it is actually doing and attempting Structures.
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this subject was created and made to torture students minds
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i mean seriously...
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numbers.. logic... damn you einstein....
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anyways.. so yeah.. there's this structures assignment which is due on tuesday and was given like weeks ago to do.. but my lovely group and i were... ahem... so.... hardworking... that we started it only last week.. haha
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like i said.. it's a killer.. this was the last meeting we had.
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last note : "i wanna kill myself"
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Mr. leader hard at work.

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Brandon is oh so fed up. haha
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most rarely occuring event. Joe is doing structures! lol.
*jk*

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see the pengacau
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Anyways, i decided to test my photography skills and made saab do turns over and over again..

ekekeke.. that's what friends are for.

nah. picture kinda gay.
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dont know what the hell he was doing.
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looks like the cover of a hip hop album
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my most proud picture.
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i'm getting there k! *me and my camera*
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why do i even bother?

you frustrate me
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next time.
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i'm shutting up

force on area.

found some old pics in my laptop

and i suddenly felt the urge to blog..

plus it's not as laggy as my comp..

so weeeee... blogging.

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note to self :

never have lots of chocolate chip cookies when you're tired.

now i'm hyper AND tired..

i wanna kill myself..

WHEEEE....

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see! that's how long my hair used to be! damn i miss it.. :(

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my birthday wish.

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this was after the make over and photo shoot. i remember! heehee

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wedding singers. no windows cracked ladies and gentlements.

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not for sale!! not for sale!!

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waiting for the baby to cut his hair :)

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diana and the poor yellow man..

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mel and yung. i miss taylors!

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boom boom bang bang! fireworks and putrajaya!

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i really can't tell who saab is carrying!!

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playground fun! so fun to be kids again. haha.

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denon. this is not how an aeroplane should be flown k?
just a reminder.
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so adorable.

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i was racing in the car.
pppbbbtthh.
yeah right.!
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haiyak!
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can't believe she's growing up!

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the beginning...

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pig out at the denon's.

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kl tower :)

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note : dont wear a skirt to the playground.
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i love dancing :)

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and fooling around :)
daryll!! i wish we could trade places and coutries now. lol
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when was the last time i just relaxed and be free?
eternity ago.

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donkeys. where you??
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life has moved on so fast. can't believe i'm in uni now..
and i'm still learning close to nothing.
how the hell am i gonna work next time?
God help me. haha.
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missing you.. missing life..
dont scold me for staying up k? heehee.
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why couldn't it be that simple?
yeah.. you got me thinking..
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found some old stuff

i found some quotes i wrote down before that i think mean a lot.

saying it again to remind myself what love between friends and love ones should be like.

reminding me of us :)

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Love :a terribly misunderstood emotion,

although highly desirable,

causes malfunction of the heart which weakens the brain,

causes eyes to sparkle,

cheeks to glow,

blood pressure to rise

and the lips to pucker...

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What we love to do we find time to do-

John L. Spalding..

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Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired

- Robert Frost..

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Love is a game that two can play and both win by loosing their heart

- Eva Gabor...

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You have to walk carefully in the beginning of love;

the running across fields into your lover's arms

can only come later

when you're sure they won't laugh if you trip

- Jonathan Carroll...

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find me a reason not to love,

and i'll give you plenty of reasons why i love you

-Lj

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so overdueeddd

sorry babes.. this is soo overdued.. but ...

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HAPPY Birthday RACHEL!!!

you know we love you and your craziness!

you're getting more beautiful by the day..

oh gosh.

to think you were just a small kid before this.

hahaha.

hugs!

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Mich made that cake n muffins k. work of an artist.

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told you she was crazy. haha.

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me.val.rach.

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i can't remember why we wore red.

oh yeah! for the choir! lol

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so left behind

okay.. now i've got a confession.. hahahaha (sing the pussy cat dolls tune) lol


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i was actually damn sad and depressed on my birthday.. cause on that day itself i felt pretty lonely.. maybe cause the closest thing to my mind was the two reports i had to hand in, one online test and another exam the next day.... so yeah.. pretty sad..


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but you know when friends say they are there for you.. somehow.. someway... they always are..


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i Love all you guys!!


thanks for the birthday wishes that really brightened up my day.. :)


for the prezzies which put a smile on my face..


for the food which filled my tummy with joy..


for the surprises which gave me a heart attack (i swear..... J, M,A..... the camera....omg...)


and for your presence around me that showed me what's friendship and Love..


Thanks to all! :) hugssss


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