faints

yeaps.. so this was what happened that dreadful day.

we were all sitting nicely in maths class..

when suddenly..

dear jeremy's face starts turning whiter.. and whiter..

and whiter...

he runs off to the bathroom

and the next thing we knew it..

we were on the way to the hospital in Devan's crappy car which could
barely reach 50 km/h

*gees*!

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Jeremy : hey.. i can't feel my hands..

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us : fuck..

emergency

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waiting patiently..

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devan : har har har

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xin dee and kevin

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saab : "hmm... hope jeremy's ok.."

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ian : "he's gonna be a-okay!"

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Joe : Oooo... medical magazine..
pictures of... uhuh....

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after what seemed like ages..
it was about two hours i think..

jeremy came out..

good as new..
thank God..

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please dont fall sick again jeremy..!
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time's running out. tick tock.

one time too many,

i've fallen from grace,

life's too short,

too fast at it's pace
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i long for the peace,

for life to show it's innocents,

my pain to decrease,

to take away my defences.

.

yeah. i'm sick of it. i look at you like i look at a photograph. not knowing what's inside.honestly i dont know you. honestly.i'm sick of everything. but yet i still keep the photograph. still want the memories. still need em. but i hate seeing you and knowing how you've changed. i hate seeing your non existent confidence shining through every time i look at you. i hate seeing you fall for nonsense everytime it comes along. what happened to your courage? your self esteem? your faith. a moment ago... i thought it was there. you took it didn't you.

i hate you laura..

Thank God it's Friday

IT's THE END OF THE WEEK!! thank GOd!!!
oh goodness i've been through enough... had exams the whole of last week and this week..
let's just say... it did not go too well..
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i HATE tummy aches!!! =(
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i had like major food poisoning that day of my PSA exam.. and i totally couldn't concentrate..
felt like puking.. felt dizzy... felt like dying... i couldn't wait till the last minute so i quickly left without answering....a lot.....
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screw the exam... hmpph...
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what did not help were the two smart ppl (i think) sitting beside me..
and watching them tackle the paper like it was bloody easy..
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oh well..
anyways.. i'm super exhausted today and i dont even know why..
yesterday, saab, devan and i stayed back after classes to finish our PSA assignment..
oh goossshh.. the amount of headaches we had trying to figure out the assignment..
..........countless.............
at five o'clock...... sanity level 90%
at six thirty......... sanity level 75%
at seven pm........ sanity level 40%
( we couldn't even understand wat the heck we were writing in our notes.. )
at eight pm......... sanity level 0.10%
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replay...
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hahahahahahahhahahhaa
"come on guys... faster finish this so we can go home..."
hahahahahaha
"i dont know how to erase this dot!!"
"just press backspace you idiot!!"
i can't!! those other fuckers will die!
hahahahahahahahha
hahahhahahahahaha
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sorry people... inside joke....
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damn i love you guys. laughter is definitely the best medicine.

Happy Belated Birthday

Saab and Diana!

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sorry it took me so long to post the pics.

ekeke

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Happy birthday guys!
*saab is sooo posing...*

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chocolate indulgence..
no birthday party is complete without it..
mmMMmm..
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donkeys. i love em.
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devan and jin ho are trying to act cute.
ahah.

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barbeque work out

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everybody loves chester.

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twister.
*naughty naughty*

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diana's worst nightmare.

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newest addition to the clan.
she's so funny.
we love her.

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tsk tsk.
sexay mama.

her. of course.

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come on guys.
work a little harder.
laura needs to be fed!
heehee

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birthday boy hard at work.
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is it my birthday?? is it??
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i miss darren =(

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it was a great night.
thanks for all the fun.

i hope you guys enjoyed your party!

hotel pictures

aww.. how cute

my funky room

damn it.
another couple.

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girls pee like this...

boys pee like this!

continued.....

bayouki boutique hotel.
love the place~!

so funky

i dont know what she sees in him

tom saab!

saab, this is for you! haha.

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shorts are not allowed in the grand palace..
bleh!!

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i stand alone, lost, not in my place,
staring out at the world,
laughing back at my face..
-LJ

you are who you are

Flatter me, and I may not believe you.

Criticize me, and I may not like you.

Ignore me, and I may not forgive you.

Encourage me, and I may not forget you.

-William Arthur

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sometimes all i need is just a few words.. if only you could say it..

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The more things change, the more they remain the same.

-Alphonse Karr

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life balances out itself.. something turns to be good, another faulters on it's own

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i wish i was more like you.

so you can't find anymore flaws in me

thailand

so during the March holidays, my family and i, including my brother's girlfriendSS went to Thailand for holiday.

yeah... Thailand = heaven = shopping = madness.

no.. really..

haha.

my yummy fruit jelly dessert..
mmMMmm..
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the truth about your parents.

they wanna kill you.

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damn tuk-tuk drivers.

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Wat Arun.

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the grand palace...
beautiful..

more pictures to come another day...

ahhhhh

i'm sitting in my uni's computer lab now with a major headache.

i hate hate hate hate assignments

seriously... they are made to torture our lives.. torment us.. reduce us to nothing more than slaves of education..

murder me...

ish..

i crave for ice cream...

snicker's ice cream...

mmmMMmmm...

truth

It is easier to forgive an enemy than to forgive a friend.

-John Dryden

He that is thy friend indeed,

He will help thee in thy need:

If thou sorrow, he will weep;

If you wake, he cannot sleep;

Thus of every grief in heart

He with thee doth bear a part.

-Richard Barnfield

that is a friend........

my ending

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

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And don't resent me

And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest

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Don't be afraid

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I made

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I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

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So if you're asking me

I want you to know

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When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

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Don't resent me

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And when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest...

i'll love you

always and forever

and what we've been through is enough.

it's time to let go

and for you to know

what lies ahead of you..

cause i believe in you

i always have and always will..

and someday you will too..

i'm always here..

always...

reality

if i woke up and found the world gone, i'd cry with sorrow of the lost obtained.

if the world woke up and i have gone, they'd live on in ignorance of my pain.

-LJ

note to self

hold it in
come on
you can do it
you've always have

and what have i ever done which was that bad?

strike a cane, receive an arrow,

touch a flame and burn in the fire

stop hurting me please

stop taking it please.

it's mine.

it's all i have

rather the ant than the garden

rather the snake then the forest

rather the page then the whole book

pieces never back together

never makes something whole

might as well be blown away

tagged!

tagged!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?
nando's chicken

2. What was the last movie you've watched?
The water horse.. ( i want a pet lochness monster =P )

3. What are you most happy with now?
nothing. (my baby?)

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to escape to an island

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
sure? but it can occur anytime due to moisture in the air. just FYI

6. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
the ppl i love

7. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
i like to ;)

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
knowing myself.. no..unless i'm deeply in love like kill myself love? lol

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
she's crazy in a good way, great friend, and funny

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
love, care, good listener, loves music, movies, is able to be there for me when i need him

11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
wannabes and ppl who can't except others for the way they are

12. What is your ambition?
in my dreams : to be a singer , actor, dancer
in real life : no idea

13. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
both. depends on the situation. but i would rather they tell me

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
god


15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
YES, YA, HAIK, UHUH, OH YEAH


16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you
talented

17. What will you do when someone faints in front of you?
faint too

18. What makes you different?
i just am

19. If you could go back to the past, when would it be and why.
1990, life is so much easier when i didnt understand a thing


20. (My question!) If you could wish for a miracle in life what would it be?
that i could feel no pain. i mean... i could jump off the building and still be fine!