touch the fridge! ouch it's hot!

open the fridge. found it's purpose.

enter the fridge. i'm dead.


( it's not suppose to make sense )

just a thought......

do you ever wonder how time erases our memories?
just wipes out things from our minds that were once important or still is?
like your best friend's birthday... or your parent's anniversary... i mean these things place an importance in our lives right?

so why is time so cruel to make us forget these things?
or is it our brains itself that choose to forget these things?
where do we place our priorities? what is right or wrong in our minds?
i mean... we focus more on the things that are going wrong in our lives then really even acknowledging the things that are going right...

like a hundred little moments of laughter or happiness we had.. can be easily erased by one big sad moment of anger or sadness?

are our minds created in such a way to amplify the negatives in our lives that it soon takes over us... clouding our visions or our ability to think... to make a correct judgement or to act...
long has the human race fallen short of glory for acting more on our emotions then on logical thinking...

how much have we evolved for the past few centuries but yet we still make the same mistakes...
i guess it's in our nature to hold on to the past and not move forward to the future... its hard to forget things and it's hard to open ourselves to chances or getting hurt or enotionally damaged...

but for a few random ppl in our lives that are still around... giving us one small random act of kindness at a time ( i quote "evan almighty" )... to give us hope that there is still goodness out there in this world... that maybe ppl will stop forgetting what others have done for them...
and stop living on the bad memories but cherishing the good moments...

to all my friends that were once there for me.. despite any arguements of fall outs we've been through...
when someday we leave this earth.. leaving everything we've worked for and fought for behind us... as we journey towards our father in heaven... knowing that nothing on earth matters anymore.. know that i loved you.. and i will always do... because in some small significant way...
you played a part in my life.. and by putting all the small pieces together..
you made my life how it is today... and despite how shitty it may sometimes be.... thank you for the smile.. a laugh.. a tear... a hug... a talk...a whisper...a touch.. or whatever you gave me.......... i will not forget it... or at least i'll try...

how bout you try it too?

like i said... just a thought...

Rafie turns 19 on Dec 30th!

ok ok... like i know this post is like super super outdated but i'm gonna post it anywys.. haha

josh and ellie

my love...

Happy birthday baby...
hope you had a great night.
it was all worthit for you...
muaks...

my cousin's back! weee!

christmas eve 2007

the ultimate mich cuppy cakes!

from cup cakes to cakes

anne friend

my lovely love bird friends

so yeah.. this is like SUPER outdated.. but i thought you know.. what the heck... might as welll put them up anyway.. i mean i mean... you guys DO like readnig about me right?? i mean i mean... i'm not THAT boring right.. i mean i mean... snifff snifff....... emo....................

random..

why do people have to forget?

more pics

ivan mich and anne

drama drama drama

poseee

omg! i saw this at the hotel shop! haha

i dont care what you guys say...
the umbrella was damn cool....hahaha

my love...

by the way... my shirt says..
" Dear Lord, if you can't make me skinny..
please make my friends fat "
wakakaka

please do not make fun of the disabled..

raf and mich

ivan : just look at that view....

ivan : damn you people...

raf and anne

just me and you....

i'll give her the nicest girl award..
sui li!!!



geronemo!!!

langkawi

hey ppl... so on new years day... my friends and i were planning to go on a trip...
two days later... we packed our things and headed to langkawi..

come on... planning in two days...
not bad for ameteurs right? haha...

i enjoyed myself a lot...
creating new memories..
remembering old ones...
i'm glad i created this one with you guys...
here's to friendship!

anne, mich, sui li and ivan

just the girls

i told you guys i took a good pic!

i stand in awe..

wow....

drenched

ivan : this is a lockdown

no ivan! this is lockdown!

gladiator!

oh yeah!

just me and you

NO! wait for us!!

oh shit! they're coming!

oh yeah.. we caught up

*our theory*
double the boat.. double the horse power...

ivan and sui li

bubbles, blossom and buttercup? haha

boat ride

wind in our hair,
sunshine in the air..
what more reasons do we need to pose?

anne, sui li, mich and me
this was at a pond in the middle of an island

on the bus..

what an idiot..

sick

did i ever mention that being sick SUCKS!!!

it has been approximately more than five days and i am still sick!!!

seriously... can life get any more miserable??

*boohoohooo*

other than staying home and doing nothing.. i have been watching tv and catching up with long time gone movies and television series... sounds like fun huh?

*tv.. you're my bestest friend*

but i've gotta say i love my baby raf for being with me and taking care of me when i was sick...
who else would take me to the doctor and hold me when i'm in pain? *muaks*

and good friends i have really touched my heart when they show their concern.. phone calls.. messages... mich, anne, shawn, marc, mikey *me loves.. me loves.. me loves..*

so till i get better... goodbye world... wish me luck

camerons

ok blog. i am so so so so outdated.



this is sooo not cool... lol... but yeah.. let's see.. when the holidays started... i went to phillipines... then went for youth rally... then went to camerons... then worked for four days.. lol... then went to langkawi...



yeaps.. i have been so totally busy.. but i've been loving every moment of it.. here's some updates starting from camerons..

early morning tai-chi-ing??

*oh please*

my bro with the best damn chocolate strawberries...
we couldn't stop eating em.. haha

mutated.... *freeakyy*

strawberries!! *me loves me loves*