just a thought......

do you ever wonder how time erases our memories?
just wipes out things from our minds that were once important or still is?
like your best friend's birthday... or your parent's anniversary... i mean these things place an importance in our lives right?

so why is time so cruel to make us forget these things?
or is it our brains itself that choose to forget these things?
where do we place our priorities? what is right or wrong in our minds?
i mean... we focus more on the things that are going wrong in our lives then really even acknowledging the things that are going right...

like a hundred little moments of laughter or happiness we had.. can be easily erased by one big sad moment of anger or sadness?

are our minds created in such a way to amplify the negatives in our lives that it soon takes over us... clouding our visions or our ability to think... to make a correct judgement or to act...
long has the human race fallen short of glory for acting more on our emotions then on logical thinking...

how much have we evolved for the past few centuries but yet we still make the same mistakes...
i guess it's in our nature to hold on to the past and not move forward to the future... its hard to forget things and it's hard to open ourselves to chances or getting hurt or enotionally damaged...

but for a few random ppl in our lives that are still around... giving us one small random act of kindness at a time ( i quote "evan almighty" )... to give us hope that there is still goodness out there in this world... that maybe ppl will stop forgetting what others have done for them...
and stop living on the bad memories but cherishing the good moments...

to all my friends that were once there for me.. despite any arguements of fall outs we've been through...
when someday we leave this earth.. leaving everything we've worked for and fought for behind us... as we journey towards our father in heaven... knowing that nothing on earth matters anymore.. know that i loved you.. and i will always do... because in some small significant way...
you played a part in my life.. and by putting all the small pieces together..
you made my life how it is today... and despite how shitty it may sometimes be.... thank you for the smile.. a laugh.. a tear... a hug... a talk...a whisper...a touch.. or whatever you gave me.......... i will not forget it... or at least i'll try...

how bout you try it too?

like i said... just a thought...