Wednesday, August 10, 2011

is this real?

Time passes and life goes on, 
I cant keep holding on to all that's happened to me,
but how does someone look pass everything else?
it's like i'm choosing not to be selfish when in the end the decisions i make reflects the very opposite
wanting to do what is right sometimes just dont seem right in the eyes of others.
Especially when they dont wanna see the truth.
dont wanna accept reality
I dont know how to accept it myself but i'm learning.
I can't keep holding on to this
to everything that affects me.
Like a Balloon holding air.. the more it builts up.. 
i'm gonna explode.. and I can't do this anymore.. 
I can't keep up with the turning tables.