running away from reality

She's just a scared little girl isn't she.
..could it be?

When there's nothing left

I cant do this =_='
omg..


thanks. i owe u.
sorry u have a hard part time job.
=_=;



sadistic.
i am

i'm a bitch. i'm a lover

Blogging with Style
ok today it's focus day.
i'm focused.
i'm determined.
plan is all layed out.
how much i have to study
what i have to eat. lol
(subway turkey breast turkey ham every thursday.. Mmmm)
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So what am i doing online? lol.
u la!
:P
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oh and today.
i'm blogging with style.
this is what people with
too much
money
time
paint
talent
will do with their laptops.
lol
Beautiful aint it. damn.
Congrats u nut!
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oh and did i mention calculators too!??! lol
This is the difference between a sane and insane person.
Baby Jane and Valor
:) and :S
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HOt Hot HoT. I love cotton :) Green Cotton.

IT'S OVER.
IT'S DONE
OMg
OMGGG
OMGGGGGG
FINALLYYYYYYYY
yes.
Design 2 *@#($&(#%&* Assignment.
at 3.oo pm, 26th October 2009...
it left my fingertips and reached Dr. Kenny's hands..
i saw 50% slide off the palm off my hand..
all 1.2 cm of it..
and i pray to God i'll see a HD or a D in the end.
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Presenting...
TAda! :)
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1.2 cm.
It's as thick as a thesis. lol
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Mr. A.
He's so proud of his layout drawing. haha.
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you have no idea the joy i felt once i finished the assignment.
Now it's down to studying.
i have exactly one week left
to brush up on 4 subjects
Four long.. tiring.. full of calculations and theories.. subject..
can i do it?
i'll let u know day by day
bare with me.
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on a last note..
See what U did! :(
*bleh!*
You're lucky you're...
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Too little

So today we went for lunch to have an early Birthday Celebration for
Randall and Grandma dearest.
Good food.
Good company.
Just what i needed.
:)

She's so adorable and so loving :)
Breakfast every morning starts with a smile :)
,

i'll never forget the time u pinched me till i bruised.
and the time u punched out my tooth.
and the time u called me stupid.
and the time u picked me up half and hour late.
lol.
but then again.
i still love u.
Cause u gave me ur chocolate milkshake once :)
and the best bro award goes to......
lol
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look at the size of this thing man..
and.....
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it's all gone.. lol..
damn..
where the hell does it go..
did i mention my bro is lighter than me?
fml
fml
fml.
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oh woops.. this was my plate.
*teehee*
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so i was supposedly studying today
when i slept the evening away with my books wide open i might add.
then ate comtinuously to drown my sorrows.
watch 4 episodes of gossip girls which was like omg omg omg omg.
and watched the match.*assss*
and now i'm online. M_M :)
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yeah..
God please help me concentrate tomoro.
and the day after
and the day after that
and the day after after that
and the day after after after that..
and..
u get my point..
Amen.
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Roarrrrr....

IT IS ALL YOUR FAULT THAT I AM FAT CAUSE YOU MADE ME EAT ALL THAT COOKIESSS.
*I SWEAR*
=_='
.all gone......
almost...
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Last day.. last day.. it's the last day to finish off this stupid assignment before monday..
i need to... so much studying to be done omg..
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on a random note...
i'm craving for Meat.
lol.
hate fridays.
=_='
*roar*
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and only u can eat something so disgusting
Mayo.. i hate..
*yuckkk*
>.<

No outside food and drinks allowed

So i'm in absolute boredom waiting in an almost empty cafeteria with Mr. E studying so hard (I'm amazed by how well he can focus! ) whilst i blog and listen to music.How productive. lol. but what do u expect after 10 ka-freaking hours of doing our assignment which almost gave me a heart attack, mental breakdown and severe panic attacks... yeaps..
*hee hee hooo... hee hee hooo*
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and yes. it's 9.05pm and all i ate was a damn chappati at 7.00pm cause it was the only stall open. Poor Mr.E had nothing to eat at all.. and we look to the left to see three Ramli's being munched on.. Juicy... freshly made.. nice smelling.. Ramli's....
now usually.. i hate oily greasy food.. but i'd take anything right now =_='
Just to add on that.. u know the funny thing about me is that.. i dont like oily, greasy, fried, or anything to do with butter and mayo.. yuck yuck yuck... and ppl would think that i'm healthy.. but..... noo.....cause u see.. i have a weekness... yes.. a weakness... which is also a disease...
i'm addicted to everything else....
chocolates... MMmmm.. cakes.... Mmmm... and the most favourite lately... Biscuits :):):):):)
sigh... life is unfair...
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Oh well.. looks like blogging really helps pass time.. i've been "attempting" to study for the past 3 hours whilst checking the time every 5 minutes. It felt like eternity... i started blogging n half an hour went by in a flash... Joy.. i can leave uni now! *weeeeeeeee*
oh oh oh oh!! can go home and makan somemore!! :):)
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on a last note.
this is for u
"It is not love that is blind. It is jealousy" -Lawrence Durell
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We say one thing. We do another. Hypocrites.
Yeaps. We've learnt a lot in the past havent we? :)
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Leaving uni now!:)

Tong tong tong chang

She serves with style.

haha

here's the pics i promised! :)

omg.

Bitch dont kill me ya :)

heehee.

it as actually pretty good. haha
but like what Munkee said...

who can possibly go wrong with sweet n sour fish? lol

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The greedy one.

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The Proud one. lol
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The Hungry one.

haha.

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Well overall it was a good night n like i said.. who knew it was possible to get high on tea.. lol.. Sang Kancil Exists ok!!!!!!!

i was NOT making up the story!!

There was an actual story..

n he did lie to the buaya for something.. can anyone tell me the story? lol

*hopeless*

=_='

Construction~? :)

Another day another waterfall. ekeke.

So there is lots to be done with assignments and yet i'm not done yet..

oh my gosh.. i just can't wait for all this to be done so i can start studying. yes... i can't believe i'm saying this but yeah.. i need/want/have to study.. really.. bleh..

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So on Tuesday we went to Godsis practical day.. free food.. why not? hahah. i'll post up the pictures another day la. but overall.. good food and good company.. Munkee was there.. together with Mr. Mocha and Jubs... Let me just say that it is totally possible to get high on Oo Long Tea and Jasmine Tea.. hahahaha... really.. Sang Kancil Oh Sang Kancil.. hahhaa...

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on a last note...

Subway is awesome :)

so so awesome :)

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and i was watching Greys today and i heard something really aspiring..

"We say goodbye so that after everything.. we can say hello again.."

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you see.. u may think it's just a silly phrase and what's so special about it?

but it was actually said between an elderly couple just before the wife went into surgery..

they looked at each other in their eyes... gave a heartwarming kiss

and said goodbye..

now that's love.. i want that kinda love..

the kind that when i'm old and i can still look at my partner and see our young loving selves..

love never grows old..

people do..

but if we hold on to that love..

it'll always be new..

it'll always be fresh..

it'll always be pure..

someday..

i believe..

i'll find that..

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well. if i'm still blogging in 50 years..

i'll let u know :)

haha.

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toodles

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Coffee shop owner.lorry driver. hahahahaa

Godpa came back for the weekend!
boy it's good to see a familiar face around again..

and of course.. when he comes..

it's eat eat eat!

and not to mention all the tim tams!!

EEEeeee!!

tim tam original, honeycomb, double choc, black forest, and caramel..

Mmmmmmm :)

but i still love the original..

it's the best

Tim tam....

MMMMmmmmmm :):):):)

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me and the godfather. lol

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Sa! :)

we "used" to look like twins when we were growing up.
how funny is that. lol.
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The terror 3. lol

i love him :)

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my cousins n i see our past. lol

wow. we grew up.

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Half of the SM bunch.

Miss the Yams and the Nanoos :(

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overall.

it was a good day.

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and yes.

this was where the added 3 kgs came from.

tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam tim tam

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i think...

i think..........

i lost it.

=_='

oh well...

Tim Tam!!! :)

'm.....

F.. so full... slept for 3 hours.. woke up.. i'm still full... damn... godpa came back for the weekend n the SM's got together for a big eatout (as usual) and once again..my eyes n my mouth were bigger than my stomach.. yeaps.. he says... Eat to Live not Live to Eat.. apparently i'm a little more twisted than normal ppl.
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bleh.. curse me.. eating durian now.. =_='
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and correction and apologies... He did not say it was lifeless to blog... *malu*
sowwie...
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OMG... durian so awesome..
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Gao? uhuh!

Right so i'm sitting in old town with a Mr Mocha who's on the phone calling Ms Cheeseburger to ask for information to do our report.. so u see i'm thinking that it's all good then he goes...
"Hey fat ass.. Fat Laura says hi and she says u're fat and we want the results for the report"
yeah.. honestly.. why do we have friends like this Manda? lol.
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There's nothing like a calm saturday sipping coffee and knowing that ur exam is closing in on u but u're not doing anything about it. lol. but seriously. like i was saying.. the coffee.. good :)
it's not Bad Ass.. but it's good.. haha. so u see i'm busy typing away... and i think my groupmate thinks i'm doing work.. but.....ekekekee.... oh well.. he'll kick my ass later..
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hmmm.. u know Mr M_M says that blogging is lifeless.. well i beg to differ... Hmph!
i like a place where i can throw my random thoughts and u know.. maybe ppl read it maybe they dont.. but sometimes when u go back in time and see the person u used to be.. and maybe how different u are now.. u'll learn to appreciatte life more.. that's what i think.. and u know.. it's great to see what others have been up to.. and yeah true.. sometimes when i'm lazy to read i'll just jump to pictures.. but a good friend can read a post n tell whether i'm happy or sad or angry or when something is bothering you.. n in a way.. we keep in touch because of that too.. and noooooo i'm not craving for attention... If no one reads my blog it's fine too.. but i guess only bloggers will understand why we write so much somewhere...
maybe it's the hope that someone else will understand u too.. and maybe sometimes when i read what others are going through.. it's good to know that i'm not alone in life... and when i read something inspirational.. it motivates me... in a way we unknowingly help each other out... too deep?? too bad.. lol.
Or maybe it's just the best way to voice out things we keep inside... or things that we dont get the chance to say sometimes.. like.. occasionally i can be a very private and quiet person.. but in my blog.. i can talk all sorts of things and be me... and u know.. i'm not the best in portraying myself and for a person who only speaks one language.. i'm not to say a very literate person either.. but i try.. and though it's simple english.. someone... somewhere.. understands me.. and my emotions.. or at least i like to think so... So until the day i get bored... I aint stopping mah blogging! :) *bleh!*


Ok.. back to work :)



i came across something online that day
and i love it
it says..
"it's just a matter of looking chaos in the eyes and saying f-off!"


My newest resolution in life..
be more optimistic....be more optimistic....be more optimistic....be more optimistic....
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so i keep telling myself =_='
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Departue Lounge

Newest term

Being in Denial.

lol

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You know i realized that i can actually do quite a lot of things.

but me being myself...

i lose interest easily n i give up...

so as always...

Jack of all Trades

Master of none..

I need inspiration again.

There goes my drumming.

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omg.. it's 2.00 am..

means its a monday today..

but

but

but....

that means my holiday is over...

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....

*smacks self*

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.oh and

HAtesssss!

>.<

Bleh!

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oh and i put on weight this holiday

fml.

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Bleh bleh bleh!!!

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Flames to Dust

Wait. sratch that.

Today is a bad day

Travis

Holiday? Mid sem break?

What? i was happy?

Well.. NOT RIGHT NOW...

omg... fluid assignment... exams... this is driving me crazy..

*hyperventilating*

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But the highlight of the holiday would be our visit to Valor's place.

Steamboat = awesome...

but omg...

next time right...

tell ur mom not to buy so much food please..

and four different cakes do not..

DO NOT help when i wanna lose weight!!

geeesss!! lol

but honestly... they were super yummy :) heehee

The night continued with Poker.. Wii.. Random walks at 2 am

and dim sum the next day.

like what i said... awesome :)

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my newest addiction
Kate Voegele-Manhattan from the sky.
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You are my Manhattan from the sky
You look so neat and tidy when I'm way up high
But I know your streets are lined with a fine mess inside
I wanna come down and walk around you're mind
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Ps : i smile when i see u smile at my smile.