mash potato

Another day. Another moment.
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i look down at my belly... hold it in my hands.. squish the everlasting fats that stare back at my face everyday.... and i thought to myself.... "eew..."
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time to do something about it.
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but then again... RAYA is coming.. i mean.. think of it... Lemang... rendang...curry....
oh my gosh..
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my mouth is already watering.. now.. would i give up a once in a year opportunity to indulge myself in such heavenly creations?
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answer : Hell No...
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lemang and rendang...
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HEre i ComE..
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These words melt in my heart.

"Fall For You"

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

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But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

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This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may of failed

But I have loved you from the start

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OhBut hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

It's impossible

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So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in

I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words

Cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight

When your asleep

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Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

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Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a girl like you is impossible to find

You're impossible to find

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The final Ribbon

So our second structures project finally ended.

We had to build a bridge out of newspaper and glue,

that weighed less than 1.5 kg and could hold a 20kg load without breaking or deflecting much.

so yeah. hard work paid off when our bridge did NOT break.

teehee

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Ian thinking hard. lol.

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Brandon the master newspaper roller. lol.

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happy after the bridge didn't break.
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Kevin's masterpiece.

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tada!

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donkeys. their bridge was the strongest. awesome!

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coffee beats

sigh.
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is losing something you lost before worst.. or losing something you have?
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after all this time. IT STILL doesn't matter. does it?
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i'm confused. Pick one. or two? or all? just stop hurting.
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the day before is always the worst. the day itself is slightly easier. the day after is almost torture. then the following gets better.
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dear God, help me to forgive.
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dear God, help me to forget.
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dear God, help me to move on.
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dear God, help me to be happy for others.
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dear God, help me to mentally tie my hands behind my back so i dont punch someone in the face.
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dear God, help me in my exams.
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dear God, help my friends.
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Aih.. oh dear God......
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tear drops of a stranger

tell me what i need to do.

cause i'm lost.

confused...

i need you more than you know it

dont push me away.

help me to help you to help me too.

i need to remember.

do you?

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i love you.....

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when that smile kills me everytime you look my way..

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i love you...
when your arm stretches out to hold me everytime i need it..
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i love you though times i piss you off
and you annoy the heck out of me.

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and when we make up and love each other even more..

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i love you
cause you forgave me for cutting my hair... again and again..

and you sulked. keke

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but you still loved me anyway..

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i love you
cause i can wrestle and be myself with you.
the only reason you win is cause you're bigger k. haha

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i love you
cause you're the biggest donkey i know.
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i love you.
though sometimes you drive me insane.

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i love you
cause you dont judge me when everyone else does.

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and here we are again...
after all this while..
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lost and found..
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forgotten and remembered..

teared and smiled..
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and i still love you.

always and forever.

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till the end.

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please remember...

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blues clues

okay so my blog is super outdated again.
life calls. what can i say.
sorry my poor bloggie...
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anyways, so my weeks have been crazy with assignments..

AGAIN...

but it's been kinda fun *sometimes*

well most of the time la...haha.

dont know what i'd do without those assholes.

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i got to go to my uncle's place in setia alam eco park.

it's so cute there. the houses are so new.

but the cutest part were my two little cousins.

i'll pose the pics another days.

adorable!

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and lastly...

my bro had a fondue party for lantern festival.

i just finished eating what felt like a whole pot of chocolate by myself.

lets say... pleasure only lasts for a moment....

*i feel sick*

....dont say i told you so... :(

though it was a pretty damn good moment..

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aih i'm sorry i hurt you.

but you hurt me too..

why do we do this to ourselves?

stop it please.

all hail oysters!

all i know is.

what goes around comes around
God is magnificent.

and sushi is awesome. :)
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and that was only the start. haha

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i could live here.
endless flow of japanese food...
gimme.. gimme.. gimme...

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i swear rach.. if you grow any taller.. i might
have to chop you down. lol

p/s : this girl just won second place in a piano competition in Korea
i'm so proud of you babes! remember me when you're famous!

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i dont know why i'm friends with her.
hahhaa.. and i'm the lala babe.

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picture for a picture.

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two fatties.

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and one more :)

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ps. japanese food is good.. but too much sashimi and oysters. gets you no where.
all hail food poisoning.

slow down you asshole

once again.. i know this is late but..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

DEVAN AND JOE!!

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so yeah.. on the 29th of August was their birthday and sadly also the day of our electrical exam which i screwed up pretty badly i must add..
anyways.. so we decided to schedule our celebration for the next day on saturday after our materials exam.

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This was the itenary.

12:30 pm: badminton

2:30 pm: futsal

4:00 pm: went home and died in bed

6:00 pm: wake up. OH SHIT. late for dinner.

7:00 pm: the usual gang gathers in my place. i meet devan's friend name Pretty. i swear that's
what i heard his name was. i couldn't help but laugh. but he turned out to be a really
nice and funny guy.. hahaha.. pretty...hahahahahahahha. i'm sorry.right.. moving on..

7:30 pm: dinner at damansara village steamboat.. damn it was so so so good.... slurp... we're

talking bout live prawns... crabs.. scallops.. muscles.. ahhhh.. *licks lips*

9:30 pm: raf remembers he promised hamidi he'll be at his open house.. oh damn... so we rushed
off to some goodness knows where place and we just kept getting lost.. haha.. in the end
we found the house and damn they had so much food!! all the curry and bbq stuff..
bloody hell.. if i wasn't so full i'd eat somemore.. akakaa..

10:30 pm: Euphoria! did i mention how much i love this place.. i mean.. music.. AWESOME...
dance floor with installed vibrators.... AWESOME... drinks.. AWEsOMe.. and lastly
the best part... NO smoking....!! Mother @#%$^&$$ AWESOME...

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sorry just had to.. oh dear gosh... has anyone een devan dance? hahahahahahaahahha... it's like a mr. bean and pink pather combination.. haha.. but i have to say it ain't that bad la.. the best part of staying sober is watching everyone else get fucked. lol.. too bad i had to go off early.. wouldn't been even better watching the later parts. hahhaa..

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anways... hope you guys had a great time.. a birthday to remember no?

may all your wishes and dreams come true! Happy Birthday :)

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another day another outburst

bloody merdeka holiday gave my body some hope that it could rest... but noooo... i became extra tired for some reason.. i have never knocked out so deeply in a sleep before.. which if i might add.. .started in my structures class this afternoon which i started to snore and woke up realzing that.. it's not my fault i have a sinus okay..
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gees.. so now.... i'm stuck at home.. again.. alone... hmm...bros went to play bowling.. mom went tai chi... dad? either bowling or tai chi... raf? at home.. mich? probably eating somewhere...
lol.. life sucks when you're alone.. sniff sniff.. but it's okay when you have your inches TV staring back at you and three boxes of Marks and Spencer chocolate in your hand.. now that's a start of a new beginning.. which i have to add.. I'M GETTING FATTER... omg.. i found a new meaning for tyres.. i claim mine to be bridgestone... cause apparently they are hardy.
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yikes another pimple! well.. last note of the day.. i like circles not triangles. triangles have three edges for one reason. They all point in opposite directions. it's just my thought.
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i need exercise. assholes who never woke up that day. you shall perish with me! lol.
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