What a night!

ok.. so today was one of those random nights..

bunch of us friends just decided to get together in Kayu for a drink..

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till one of us had this idea to shift place to hartamas..

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hmm....

shisha...

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what was suppose to be an innocent night with our friends..

but yet not knowing many things about them..

turned out to be a night of truth or dare..

or smoke or die?

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well.. it was just a game of

"i never have..."

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simple actually..

you're suppose to say something like..

"i have never cheated in an exam before..."

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then those that have cheated in an exam before..

will have to drink..

or in this case..

puff..

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oh-hoh-hoh...

secrets revealed alright

you know who you are!

wakaka..

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it was a fun night..

and you know what.

just to know that other people go through the same things..

just makes me feel.. somewhat normal sometimes..

a little more like a human being?

a little more like everyone else?

instead of feeling like an outcast..

or someone that you might think no one might accept you for..

a game that reveals truths without consequences..

without judgement..

a game of acceptance and of realization that we are indeed only human.

i mean. .we all do stupid things..

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"The only man who makes no mistakes,

is the one who does nothing at all"

-Theodore roosevelt

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but we are also accountable for our own mistakes

and only we can make them and learn from them..

yet we still have to know what's right and wrong..

that's why i love this game..

we know what's going on in others lives.

and are able to reflect on our own and realize where we stand..

not where others stand..

not by their mistakes.

but by our own..

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"when we judge others, we do not define them.

We define ourselves"

-wayne Dyer

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and realizing that we are able to choose our own paths.

and whether we wanna screw our lives further..

or make it better.

hmm... makes you wonder huh?

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either way...

you horny bastards!!!

ekekeke

Anniversary

You know how time just flies by with out you realizing it?

well that's what happened for me..

i mean..

a year just passed..

just like that..

and i couldn't think of anyone else to spend it with..

more beautifully..

then with

you...

hmmm...

ooo...

yum..

just me and you..

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Omfg..

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg

omg omg omg

omg omg

omg

omg omg

omg omg omg

omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg

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ipod nano..

GAP bag.

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me love... me loves... me loves..

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i love you

Love

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Time is too slow for those who wait,

too swift for those who fear,

too long for those who grieve,

too short for those who rejoice,

but for those who love,

time is eternity.

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~Henry Van Dyke~

time flies..

Happy Anniversary My Love..

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no really.. i'm not kidding..

it's been a year.. seems like yesterday didn't it?

heehee..

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Thanks for all the memories..

the moments of laughter and tears..

they created me..

moulded us..

and refined my life..

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i love you..

always and forever.

=)

we're so corny and i love it

*winkz*

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physics... bleh!

Thank God it's Friday!! weeheee!!

dont you just love the weekend??

well... that's what i thought.. before i found out i am PILED up to my nose in homework and assignments.... so maybe i've been a little lazy and fell back on my work..

eheh..eheh...ehehe....

but but but...

i promise to catch up...

i mean.. this time.. i'm really gonna change and be different.. be better!!

( promise number 101 )

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but i can't let my classmates down this time..

i really wanna do good..

anyways.. i can't afford to do badly... or i'm screwwweeeddd

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so anyways.. today was a normal day at college..

usual 3 hours of maths on friday..

bloody hell... too much for my mind to handle at 8 in the morning..

but i left class early anyways..

my blur maths teacher is retiring.. so i guess he decided to be nice to us..

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anyways.. i was suppose to go for luch with raf...

but i had to stay back and do my project.. so there goes lunch..

*sorry dear!*

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ah yes...

the project..

operation Formula-R egg race..

no i'm serious.. that's the name of the project..

to build a vehicle powered by only a single rubber band and launch it to the furthest distance..

and the vehicle must not have any wheels or anytning that rotates..

sounds easy doesn't it??

but not when you have to do it on a bloody-HECK of a rough surface on the floor..

ish bish kedish...

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so there we were trying to launch our egg...

the longest ever recorded was 11 meters by some group a few years back..

so we were determined to break the record and to do better..

we set our hearts and minds..

put all our effort into design and calculations

and physic theories that would help give us an advantage..

and it all came down to the second final stage..

the test run..

our hearts anticipated the moment..

we pulled the rubber band back...

set the vehicle on it's starting position..

on the count of three..

one..

two..

three..

release!!!

and the car took off!!

it's glory..

it's macnificent motion...

indescribable..

the beauty of physics..

we set our eyes on our creation..

zooming by..

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and finally..

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we estimated our distance travelled...

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and yes..

the verdict..

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our lovely vehicle..

travelled a distance..

of..

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ONE FREAKING FOOT!!!!

I MEAN THAT'S LIKE 30 cm OR SO????

COME ON!!!!!!!!!!

we were suppose to beat the record of 11 meters... METERS!!

and we travelled.. 0.3 meters...

i mean that's approximately 3% of what we were suppose to achieve!

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kill me..

kill me now..

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but of course we had to adjust and make arrangements and re-do some stuff..

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well... it travelled a few METERS further after that..

haha..

but we're yet to achieve our goal...

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i'll let you all know the results by next week..

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lets hope i dont totally embarass myself..

wish us luck!!

boost me

Decide that you want
it more than you are afraid of it
-Bill Cosby
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Whether its best of times of worst of times..
it's the only time we've got
-Art Buchwald
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dont this quotes just keep you going each day?

i hate hypocrits

indirect compliments

i hate you

:(

you know.. under any other circumstances..

i would've kicked your ass by now..

but...

urgh!!!

it's that face that keeps me coming back for more..

it's those eyes that blind me oblivious to the world..

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it's that look you give that makes me fall into traps of evil..

it's those hugs that keep me coming back for more...
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you make me leap for higher ground..

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aih...

seriously..

what do i do without you..

oh teddy..

it's just you and me..

=)

dedications...

to my hard boiled egg partner...

fear will keep you up at night..

but bravery will take you through the night..

have courage.

-lj

pijak atas

Dance dance dance!!!

omg... if it wasn't singing.. it'll be dancing.

honestly..

it's my dream..

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dont laugh..

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i wanna be a professional dancer.. seriously..

it's just sooo... beautiful...

honestly.. God gave us limbs...

we make them move in all directions...

some break..

some fall off..

some dance!

now what can be more perfect?

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=)

but i need someone to teach me!

will you?

will you?

please??

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as if the first movie wasn't good enough...

the second is even better..

the dancing is just soooo crazy...

cheorography.. excellent..

moves... fantastic..

hot guy bodies... A+ + + + +

i mean.. what more can you ask for??

go watch it now!!

then tell me you loved it too ;)

*winkz*

desperately desiring deep devotion

ok so saturday was overnight vigil...

Lesbie asked me something that made me think

"whoever came up with this pray and dont sleep for fun thingy? is it part of your beliefs?"

and i'm like.... NO it's not!!!

damn!! so why did i deprived myself from sleep and food and sanity...

for risking my life and putting my physical abilities at stake for this one night thingy??

i mean... because of this...

i have to fully train myself to run 500 miles in 30 seconds..

in case of emergencies... like tsunami? landslides? peace and prosperity?

murder me...

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so there we are..

andrea.. listening to music...

mich... playing with her handphone..

laura... messaging...

alison....playing games...

wow... we are holy indeed...

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and yet.. i'm still desperate..

hopelessly devoted to you...

I HOPE YOU KNOW.....

when you judge one another,

you do not define them..

you define yourself..

-wayne dyer

sleepy.tired.annoyed

i mean.. it's 8:16 am.. and i'm waiting to go to uni....

my mom woke me up at 7:20 amm!!

i mean come on!!

my classes start at 9.00 am!!!!!

my own alarm havent even rang yet!!

geeeeeeeeeeeeesssssss

i wonder,,,

which do you think is harder.....
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love yourself and trust another...
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or..
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trust yourself to love another..
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or..
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trust another to love yourself....
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i can't seem to figure it out myself.....

Quotations

thanks to saab.. i suddenly found an obsession towards cool quotations..

here are some that caught my eye...

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Malcolm S. Forbes: Presence is more than just being there.

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Art Buchwald: The best things in life aren't things.

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Robert Louis Stevenson: So long as we love we serve/

So long as we are loved by others, I would almost say that we

are indispensable

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Winston Churchill: A fanatic is one who can't change his mind and won't change the subject.

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Joyce Brothers: The best proof of love is trust.

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Henry Wadsworth Longfellow:The bravest are the tenderest. The loving are the daring.

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Jean Paul Richter: A man never discloses his own character so clearly as when he describes

another's.

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Walter Winchell: A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

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Timothy Bentley : Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude.

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Willa Cather : Where there is great love, there are always miracles.

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Dr. Suess: Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

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Benjamin Disraeli: The greatest good you can do for another is not just share your riches,

but reveal to them their own.

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Henry David Thoreau: The language of friendship is not words but meanings.

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Richard Bach, in Illusions:Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes is certain for those who are friends.

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Judy Garland:For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.

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something to think about? no?

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random

i wish i knew what is wrong

but i dont know.

i can't figure it out

i can't find the answer

you tell me

you seem to know

i left you

or was it the other way round

i think it was me

years just dont seem to matter anymore i guess

time doesn't count

memories just fade

that's how you see it

maybe i should too?

but can i say i miss you

i wish i still had you

i wish life was not so cruel to have hurt both of us

or maybe it was just me again

so now you finally know how i feel

i finally said it

i'm sorry

damn tagged thingy

The Music Meme

Answer everything. Provide reasons if you feel like it, link lyrics if you feel like it. Enjoy!

( Note: Songs listed are from a list of songs under the same question unless stated. )

Favourite song?

colbie caillat- realize

Least favourite song?

any screaming-at-the-top-of-my-lungs-cause-i-dont-know-how-to-sing-a-tune kind of song

Most romantic song?

keith urban - good morning beautiful

Most wistful song?

kelly rowland - stole

Most comforting song?

somewhere over the rainbow/ what a wonderful world - Israel kamakawiwo'ole

Most motivational song?

Meredith Brooks - Bitch

Most philosophical song?

Jason Mraz - life is wonderful

Best lyrics + music mixture?

Dashboard confessional - so impossible

Most beautiful lyrics?

Bryan Adams - please forgive me ( i love love love love this song )

Favourite artiste/ band :

plenty...

Most hated artiste/band:

plenty.. can't think of any now..

Best instrumental solo (in a song or the whole song, state instrument) :

piano. Maksim (well it's one of the only ones i like) the whole cd was fine

Best song for walking:

Kid Rock and Sheryl Crow - Picture

Happiest song:

Lisa Loeb - Fools like me

Saddest song:

Switchfoot - You

Most "cool" song (smooth, steady, that kind of cool) :

superstar - luther vandross

Most "raw" song (sincere, open, leaking emotion and so on) :

Lonestar - Amazed

Most "urgent" song (seize the day, time is running out, that sort of thing) :

dunno

Song that you associate with:

Rain: it's raining men! was it madonna?

Sunshine: sunshine - Gabriel

Night: sleeping child - michael learns to rock

Morning: sunday morning - maroon 5

Most obscure nice song:

Joshua Radin - Closer

Most overplayed song (at any point in time):

Jordin Sparks - tattoo

Song that reminds you the most of childhood:

Lemon Tree

Song most associated with memories (a particular one, a bunch, everything, doesn't matter):

Anna Nelick - Breathe

Favourite oldies song:

PLENTYYYY.... oldies are the best music ever made

Favourite non-English song:

No-me-ames... (or something like that???) Jenifer Lopez and Marc Anthony

Your song (one you live by/believe in strongly/defines you, etc) :

Lisa Loeb - Fools like me

realize - colbie caillat

Last but not least, any other song (s) that's special to you (with a reason):there's a reason why they're special.

You belong to me - lifehouse ( i want my husband to sing this to me someday )

Tag four people (because three and five are too common):

> amanda sng

> Sarah Tan

> Eswhy Tan

> Rafie

you tagged ppl have to answer the questions too

yeah

life is full of shit whether you like it or not. period.