sizzle

breathe in.. breathe out.. so i've been feeling the pressure lately and a lot of things have been getting to me.. at first i thought focusing on my work would be good and it was going fine for awhile.. until work itself became stressful.. be optimistic... be optimistic... keep telling myself that.. but i dunno which is worst.. supressing the hate and fear or succumbing to it.. so i decided to do both.. i was calm for awhile.. then the screaming shouting and crying kicked in. LOL! yes im laughing.. cause its funny.. its funny how i give advice that sometimes i myself find it hard to take.. but thats life.. and "if u can dish it, u gotta be able to take it".. so this time i will... i dished it all out to God and damn He had a lot to take alright.. and i'm taking everything else all in slowly... one thing at a time.. times are hard now but i know they will get better.. i just know.. right now i just gotta get my priorities right and succeed where i wanna succeed in and grow personally and spiritually where i need to..

*prays hard that this positive attitude is not due to the overdoes of starbucks..please last..please last..*

yeah but well.. i gotta get things on track.. yeaps. period.
Back to studying. Computer and AI test tomoro. erh.
A piece of advice people.. dont choose a subject just because all ur friends are in it..
that's all.
peace :)