A new light

Today my friend survived a car crash. yes. literally car crash. Imagine doing three flips on a highway and landing three lanes away from where you were. Your car did not hit any other cars and It landed on its four wheels at the side of the road, facing the opposite direction. My friend walked out with two scratches on his hand. That's it.The injury he had was less than what i had when i fell down from running. Picture a guy after flying three rounds across the highway, landing down, perfectly sitted in place with his seatbelt gone and walking out even more than alive.

And now tell me this is not the work of God...

Thank you God for saving my friend..I owe u one..

Reflection

i can't take it.

just when u thought it ended

it starts again.

valleys of the ever flowing 

u dont have to get me.

but i wish u did

Bloggers anonymous

Greys says i have this problem that when i dont blog for a long time i tend to blog like multiple times in a day which is so true and i dont even know why. lol. making up for lost time? haha. anyways. i'm sitting in starbucks and studying and u know it's funny when u sit in public for a long time. u start to realize that just by thinking less of yourself and more of others u are able to put a smile on someone's face.. just by sacrificing just a little.. and u never know what u get in return.. most of the time it's the same good deed or treatment and what a a joy it is..

doesn't matter how big ur deed is.. whether it's giving ur table up to an old couple.. or lending ur pen to a weird guy or giving a smile to the lady next to u..with every good u do.. u get some good back :) like the lady i smiled at looked after my things when i went to the toilet and the best of all is getting the smiles back from the ppl u help.. not that i need a smile.. it just feels good to see someone happy.. and hey.. that doesn't mean that if u dont get a smile in return u stop doing good things ok. lol.. no i'm just saying.. it's nice.. no?

ah... warm fuzzy feeling... beneath my freezing skin cause it's pouring outside and Starbucks is freezing cold.. brrr.. could use another mocha.. but no no no.. need self control.. one cup of coffeeee.. oneeeeeee....
maybe a green tea then... or a tea.. or vanilla latte... nooooo... must resist...

or even better. i'll stop by Bad Ass later... ekekeke :)
the Joy of Coffee :)

you told me how

 "Being able to look back and saying yes i've accomplished something.. i found something.... love and friendship...."

 So months have passed since i've blogged but here are a few things that come to my mind lately. There were good times and bad times.. like spending time with my friends were good.. though we only see each other like once a week for a minute or so as we walk pass by and say "hi!" but it's funny that when we get together and spend a few more minutes or an hour with each other.. we click and somehow go back to normal.. for that one hour or so... normality.. that's all someone really wants isn't it? though i strive for it each day but somehow normal isn't something u see or here often about my life.. in fact.. its funny to even know or define what normal is.. who does and who can?? is your life so normal that u are able to sit back analyze ppl and judge that u are normal? i think u have to be pretty damn abnormal to even do so or think so.. or find the time and energy and sanity to do so.. normal.. who the heck came up with that? whatever it is.... i wouldn't mind just a pinch of it.. hmm.. i'm rambling.. but it's fine by me..

supposedly i'm studying now.. but it's taking me approximately ten minutes to write this blog so i'm guessing that's ok.. the ten minutes seems pretty well spent if u think of it this way.. if i go on studyin till kingdom come i might just go crazy, but instead i'm thinking about my personal well being to stop for ten minutes and blog and let my emotions fly.. infact i'm also thinkin about my loved ones.. cause if i go crazy.. they might go crazy too no? well thats if they care about me that much to go crazy.. so secretly. i'm wishing they'd go crazy.. shhh

so check out the pictures i posted. they make me smile. Miss Ya'll. Loves Loves Loves :)

HAppy BirThDay DianA :) Hope u had a Great one. :)

Loves! Miss ya!

Omg. Memories of Early Secondary School. haha.. Maksim and Blue! Remember! Miss ya babes. Come back more!

Woman! :) the only one that understands me. i'm still twisted. shhh

BABY JoSHuA turns 2!! 

Happy birthday u little Cute Fry.. God bless u always. :)

wish i was two again :( 

and Sometimes..
u just need a quick Head shake to realize you're still alive.

Loves.

so i'm blogging again. i'm ages. well this is the first post. i dont know how long it'll last but yeah. i'm a mess. thanks world. i owe u this one.

it's not dead

My blog is not Dead.. it was just.... on hold? haha... wow life is hectic.. the assignments are piling in like daily garbage in the rubbish bin... and i'm dying ere ppl.. omg... haha.. well than God for the ppl in my life that has been around... Greys.. God Sis.. Fatty.. and Oi :) Life will not be the same without u guys and i dont want it to be :) hugs.


Anyways, enough sob sob for now.. For updates on what i've been up to just check out my facebook.. yeah i know.. sadly i've become an addict to.. embarassed to say so.. bleh! but Facebook is addictive k! haha. and no i dont play no silly games on it.. it's solely for communication and social purposes.. right right right??? haha.

oh well.. oh and i just came back from Sarawak! ER 2010 by Empowered Ministry was super awesome :)
A new experience of christ in my life and a whole new take on my faith :) God i love u. haha

ok. so it's back to work for me. Just dropping by a quick hello.. Maybe i'll relive the blog again once i'm done with my finals.. Let's pray... Huuuummmmmmmmmm