starvation before satisfaction.. i had a feeling~

Hey world. ok sorry i've been missing for quite a bit lately.. i've always made it to clicking "new post" on blogger.. then staring at the page for 5 seconds then logging off.. its not that i have nothing to blog or talk about.. trust me.. i can go on for as long as blogger has a word count limit... hmm does it? never tried before.. lol.. anyway... so what happened?..

1. Two days before my last exam.. i had a feeling.. it wasn't gonna end well.. exams Never end well for me.. well.. i was sitting in the hall studying when my parents were leaving to visit my grandfather in the hospital.. for those that didn't know.. my kong kong was suffering 3rd stage Prostate cancer and he was going through a rough time.. a man who was once a Chief Police Officer during the hardest times of our nation.. dealing with communists and terrorists... was struggling to conquer the one demon that would not leave his life.. Cancer... his body was weakening and over a year and a half.. i watch him battle the disease.. both succeeding and failing as he went through treatment after treatment.. Chemo is a Bitch. i tell u that one...
so there i was watching my parents get ready to leave the house. two days to my exam.. that was the only thing on my mind.. then i said, "Ma.. wait. i wanna come along.." and i grabbed the book in front of me, my handbag and left...

i had a feeling...

that night.. i lost my kong kong.. Prostate Cancer is a reality and it hits men of all ages.. I pray that patients will have the courage and strength to push through..

kong kong.. I Love You so much and i miss you. 

and i'm so happy that you're with God now and You dont have to suffer anymore. I'll see you there :)

2. The Musical Concert of Love went fantastic!

Though there were plenty of hiccups.. 

it still went well and a Praise God for being able to sing with my friends and new friends we made :) 

U know singing brings joy to me.. dont know why..

ever just jumped around and scream out ur favourite tune?

Well i do it all the time..

and Yes.. i Admit it.. 

i'm a GLEEK! *shy*

3. Farewell My friends... All the best in everything u do.. i trust u'll do great.. 

Thanks for Everything :)

You have no idea how much each of u played a big part in my life today :) *loves*

Marcy :) You are sooo farny my Mexican/Spanish/Australian/Indian Friend. 

lol. and i'm funny too ok!

PAY MORE ATTENTION TO ME! lol

Devan.. No this will not be sentimental.. *shakes hand formally* lol

take care k :) Dont party too much.. and study hard.

thanks for being there when i needed someone.

Sometimes and Sand

Amanda Babes!

i'm gonna miss u *sniffles*

It was fun to know that i had someone going through the same nonsense as me in class.. haha.

gonna miss u loads.

you're a great caring and wonderful person with a strong heart :)

Thanks for being my friend

Loves!

4. Daddy's Birthday today

My number one role Model and my Hero

Love u Daddy :)

enough said.

well that's it for now.
will blog more soon
when i get mah groove back
roar!
Aussie soonss :P