what i meant by that is my stupid timetable.. ish.. how is it that whenever i allocate with my friends.. they always get it but i dont?? what the hell does the stupid admin department have against me =_=' ish!
On a better note.. i'm at starbucks again :):) awesome. They brought back their Dark Mocha Frapp which is sooo awesome.. and sipping on it just made my typing like ten times faster that normal.. lalalala.. so happy..
Well i came here and guess who i bumped into? My old old old friend Carol! she looks exactly the same and she's still as cheerful as ever.. so it was pretty fun catching up with her.. Gone were the days where Carol, Charlotte,Michele, Ellie and I used to sit together and we'd be chit chatting our asses off and gossiping about all the latest news.. Boys.. Gossips.. Shopping.. Hair cuts.. hahaha.. boy have we grown up.. come to think of it.. that was like.. 7 years ago.... damn... where have the years gone?
I miss my childhood.. :( i think i grew up too fast.. i hate my stubborness.. when i was young i just couldn't wait to grow up and have my own life.. but right now.. i feeel like i wanna be pampered.. i wanna be spoiled.. i want to be given more ang paus.. lol... but yeah.. we never really get what we want right? damn it..
guess who's coming here to see me now? :):) weee...
*omg.. bring mummy wait outside right?? nonsense la you!!*
So uni is starting in a weeks time.. i'm dreading it... going back there and realizing again that everyone is gone... and i've feel that ache of emptiness.. but at the same time i'm excited.. excited to get to know new friends.. to grow closer with the ones i have now.. and to find new experiences.. excited to learn what i can and to try to work harder.. i'm excited to see how long my... "This time i'm gonna study earlier" resolution lasts until i find myself stressed out and studying my ass off last minute again....
excited... and scared...
Maybe it's not that i never get what i want..
It's that i'm never satisfied.. when will i ever be? Human Nature.. we want what we can't have.. hence we're always unsatisfied.. sucks to be that way.. oh well.. gotta try and live with it..
like my hair is pretty darn straight.. but what i really want is some beautiful curly locks :)
and my hair is dark brown.. but i wanna be either jet black or blonde.
The grass is always greener on the other side.
but hey. it doesn't mean i'm not happy with where i am now. i'm just saying. things always could be better.
1 comment:
Why do you sell Canada generic Viagra online? We sell our order viagra because it enables us to reach a greater customer base and provide meds to those who otherwise would not be able to afford them. Because we operate online and ship direct from the manufacturer, we save on marketing and inventory costs, bringing down. For More info Visit:
academic degree
Post a Comment