cafe cruel

sometimes in order for one to be right.. others interfere.. and when this comes to place.. you can't bring truth to justice cause others are at stake... and no matter how hard you try to prove a point.. you have to care how others will have to suffer the consequences.. and no matter how much u try to make things right for everyone it just seems like everything is going wrong... only for you and you alone... when all the world sees is the joy they go through each day... the thought on how they made the lives of others better.. but do you really?? do you really improve anything when you take an action that may give a fair chance of both a good and bad outcome.. how do you know for sure it's entirely good... cause really sometimes the person it affects most just shuts up and will not say otherwise.. so tell me... how can i or how do you keep pleasing the world without killing the one person that u know will be affected by the outcome the most which is yourself? or the one you love?... would i rather wanna hear about the things that are going on around me or stay to totally oblivious cause sometimes i feel like thats better... but most of the time.. i rather know... but each time i come closer to the truth.. i am let down and i am hurt and a little peace of me is taken away again... where do i stand in this world when all of me disappears and all that's left is the shell of my soul which at this point is as broken as the very soul itself.. where will life lead when all that seems to be right around u has slowly taken a toll on you and have destined to a different path.. how does life twist so badly that when everything is right, in two seconds or in a drive.. alters everything to a different road and all that was once right in my blinded eyes... have gone wrong.. is the shade that blinded my eyes finally lifted.. or the mask that they,you,i.. wore finally fell off?