dequadin

is there any more ways to feel this terrible?
is it guilt?
how do you be there and at the same time be not?
what the hell do i want

Finally!

omg.. i can finally upload pictures.. stupid comp. this one also old pics only. new ones coming soon k?


Happy Birthday Ju Beng

the waiter went.. HUH?? when i ordered a cappucino. lol



Youth Rally 2008


my wonderful drawing

omg. this was on arthur's mattress. haha



The return of the Nanoos

thanks for being there for me nish. miss ya!

Finally!

Cameron Highlands

it was pretty damn cold

that's how they grow mushrooms!
i'm sorry.was so amazed there was a starbucks
the best damn scones



my first outing to klang.
yes i know it's sad. lol





The fats is back. with the shorties

happy birthday

Happy birthday.
you're one of a kind


The good memories are the best to keep.

rollercoaster

i need therapy..
is it possible to laugh n cry at the same time?
i can tell u it is.
masks.
their so easy to wear.

lies from the tinted lips

thanks.
i finally saw it.
and got a picture too.
i saved it :)
so i can look at it.
then i dont feel so bad.
or at least i thought so.
before..

oh

i just realized the title of my blog.. forgot it was there.. well if you look closely.. in the pictures above.. you'll see the BABY JANE sign.. and right below it... says..

"Sometimes the greatest journeys start accidentally but end with a purpose"


i forgot my fascinations with quotes but i do remember that this one came from kungfu panda..
i love that show. sue me.

Removed from

i was reading some blogs that day and i came across this post from a dear friend of mine and i wanna say thanks babes.. it gave me an inch more of hope :)


"Not by might, not by power

But by my spirit, says the Lord.

I can see your heart is tired.

And your spirit has gone weak.

You wonder how long,

You’ll have to hang on.

But when my love comes in,

You’ll be strong again.

Not by might, not by power

But by my spirit, says the Lord.

These mountains,

Shall be removed.

I’ll build my temple within you.

And what I promise shall become. "

so what now?

i'm empty.
.
hmmm..what do i feel like?..
.
how do you describe broken, shattered and simply fucked in one sentence?
.
oh wait. i just did.
.
sorry ppl that my blog has been so down n depressing...
.
i promise it'll change..
.
just give me a few months or so??
.
or maybe years?
.
not for you huh. you clearly dont need time.
.
well lets see.. let's try to start talking normally..
.
okay well i'm up to my head in church stuff cause my church is having a christmas musical on the 27th and anyone is invited k? it's free.
and if practices everyday for at least 7 hours everyday is not enough.. i have other stuff to do..
and some people are dragging me out to go hiking?? WTF?? leeches??? hell no....
but then again as embarassing as this may sound.. i've never been hiking or in the jungle in my entire life.. yeah... go ahead.. make fun..
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n on a last note. tq M and A for the loan.. at least it made me smile ?
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oh n i'm suppose to be exercising more.. WTH.. RM170 a month and i visit the gym once or twice... where's the logic in that?