TIRING!!

today has been an extremely tiring day!! seriously!
gosh.. well firstly.. me being the loving-caring-sweet girlfriend i am... so willingly said i would follow my dear rafie to a Go-karting competition he had to go for... and so i agreed to....

that's when his message came in...

"yeah so i'm picking you up at 6.30 k?"

"IN THE MORNING!?!?!?!?!"

dflhw bfuhfklnwndf872vy358y248 28u589v58ywfnwv!!!

so i got up at six.. thinking i was late and rushed like hell.. then called raf... guess what!??!?!
he's still asleep!!! and so i got ready and waited.. waited and waited....

till his royal highness-pain-in-the-butt.. arrived at 7:30... i mean.. come on!!! i could've slept for a much longer time!!! sniff... *i hate you...*

and so we went.. watching them race was actually quite fun.. it rained in the morning so the first race was soooo slippery that everyone kept spinning out!!

when the race came back.. this guy was like..

"it's like driving on butter!! " lol... i thought it was really funny at that time..

and raf's friend Alex... the poor poor soul.... kept getting the wrong carts...

cart number 1 : 4 ( SEI!! a.k.a. die )
cart number 2 : 14 ( sap sei a.k.a. surely die )

wakakakka,.. and when he finally got to choose his own cart... with his pride and glory and whatever dignity there was left... he chose.... NUMBER 8!! *o0o0o0ooo....lucky number wei*

but somehow.. his poor luck for the day managed to prove the number 8 theory wrong.... as he got beaten.... by... a .....mamasita chicka.... a.k.a.....a GIRL.....

hahahahahhaaaahahhhaha

if you're reading this... i'm sorry alex.. i just had to say it..

well.. raf wasn't all that bad as he managed to get third in the second ranking group.. i mean.. compared to the other professional nuts in full body suits and gloves and helmets.. lol

MOVING ON.........

in the afternoon... studying at ikea... what a lovely place to study... and eat....

DID I MENTION THEY TOOK MEAT BALLS OFF THE MENU!!!?!?!? HOW COULD THEY!!!!!!!

then it was gym time! super fun.. i just like being there.. though i dont do half as much as what i used to.. but i feel healthier.....

NEXT....

my bro asked is raf wanted to play futsal.. and so i asked him and denon...
little did i know that they would actually want to play so late.. wow....
and i was already dead tired.. i was surprised that rafie could still stand!!!

but before that it was rafie and denon's head off at PS2... three of us on the bed.. me.. asleep on the far right.. raf in the middle and denon on the left.... ( threesome as raf says....)
*gross*

yeah.. then futsal came and it was soooo funny seeing everyone play... cause basically my brother's friends are all goons and they play for fun... like crazy ppl running around screaming... throw a fluffly coloured afro and a red nose at them and you can officially call them clowns.....
hahhahah

at the end.... raf... i... and den the man..... were all... DEAD....

i swear... every inch of energy was drained out of me... some probably taken by the damn mosquitoes at the futsal court!!! ( 9 bites ppl!!! 9!!!! how unlucky am i!! geessss...)

anyways... enough with the nonsense from me... goodnight t0 all and sleep sleeep tight tight... !

to my baby... *please forgive me - bryan adams*

still feels like our first night together

feels like the first kiss

and it's gettin' better baby

No one can better this

still holdin' on, you're still the one

first time our eyes met - the same feeling I get

Only feels much stronger - I wanna love you longer

You still turn the fire on…

So if you're feelin' lonely don't

You're the only one I ever want

I only wanna make it good

So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do

Please believe me - every word I say is true

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Still feels like our best times are together

Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby

Can't get close enough

I'm still holdin' on - you're still number one

I remember the smell of your skin

I remember everything

I remember all your moves - I remember you yeah

I remember the night - you know I still do

So if you're feelin' lonely don't

You're the only one I ever want

I only wanna make it good

So if I love you a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do

Oh believe me - every word I say is true

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

One thing I'm sure of - is the way we make love

The one thing I depend on - Is for us to stay strong

With every word and every breath

I'm prayin'That's why I'm sayin'…

Please forgive me - I know not what I do

Please forgive me - I can't stop loving you

Don't deny me - this pain I'm going through

Please forgive me - if I need you like I do

Babe believe me-every word i say is true

Please forgive me - If I can´t stop loving you

Never leave me-I don't know what I do

Please forgive me- I Can´t stop loving you

Can't stop loving you................

down depressed and in deep shit..

saw the title of my blog? ever felt that way??

if yes.. *high fives!*

if no... *bugger off*

hahaha... ok.. so today was another normal day though college life is getting more and more boring.. and more and more stressful considering the fact that i am one and a half weeks away from my finals and I HAVE NOT YET STARTED STUDYING!

what the hell am i doing blogging?? lol..

but yeah.. i miss talking to my blog and letting out my emo-schmeemo feelings.. so i'm gonna let it out..
a lot has happen to me this pass few weeks while i did not blog.. and i mean.. A LOT....

anne's birthday.. denon's birthday.. cafeteria in church.. crazy outings.. BALLET practices.. futsal...

yes ladies and gentlemen... for the first time in my life.. i danced ballet. lol.. someone shoot me.. it was just a fun thing my friends and i were trying out..

conclusion : self embarassment and physical destruction...

ever done math?

ballet = pain of ( futsal + gym + weights + tennis + swimming )

good eh?? sorry.. i've been doing specialist maths the whole day.. and i'm officially going insane...
weeeeeEEEee...
my boyfriend thinks i'm derranged.... nah.... no right?? :)

well.. i have no pics.. and i'm sulking.. so i'm just gonna put some old ones up for the fun of it.. teehee

i liked my hair here.. :)

before going swimming at ellie's place

michelle looks like a small kid!! *pinch cheeks!*

i miss xindee

suresh took me to the doctor when i was sick

omg.. worst hairstyle of the year.. my fatz!

fancy a drink? :)

*gym moments*

Ages and ages and ages and ages ago...

the people that got me through form five... * me loves*

i like lambs :)

ONE of my first times in rafie's car..

even back then we were....... LALA!

ever had the bestest cousin in the world? i did :)

to all my friends....

to all my friends... pass and present... church.. old school.. secondary school... friends of friends..my fellow S2's!!!! and everyone else....

into the years we walk..

into the memories we stride..

into life we journey..

into time we crawl..


but after all we pass through..... nothing gets left behind.... *i'm keeping all the memories*

weeeee....

guess what?? i'm typing my blog in mich's house.. coolneesss... lol... anyways... yeah... we robbed denon of his car and came here... pure nothing-to-do-ness now... plus nothing to say to my blog.. i wanna upload a lot of crazy pictures but i can't cause my stupid internet isn't working at home!! plus my handphone is still not functioning properly.. so you tell me what should i do!!

what do i do when my world is slowly crumbling down before me..

what do i do when simple gadgets and cameras do not work in life anymore..

what do i do when i'm bored to death and suppose to be studying but can't..

what do you do when your baby is going away for four days and you can't see him on a holiday.. :(

what do i do when i'm sick of college life.. the studying part of course..

what do you do when your teachers officially give up on your crazy class...

what do you do if your friend michelle's mom is cooking yummy sushi and all you can do is stare and drool...

what do you do when an emo song is playing now and you're like.. lalalalalaa... ahhh...

what do you do when you feel so fat and wanna exercise but your body is saying hell no!!!

what do you do when you're desperate to drive but you have no car..
(not even a bicycle.. i'm pathetic..)

what do you do when you're craving for BBQ plaza food... mmmMMMmmm...

what do you do when you run out of things to say on a blog..
( i know i know! you SHUT UP!)

saturday...

woohoo! it's saturday.. i got to sleep the whole morning till afternoon.. weee.. hehe.. then after that raf came over to help me do some posters for cafeteria morning... he actually coloured!! lol..

it was sooooo cute... anyways.... he had this craving to cook!! as in seriously!! he was going crazy!!
he just really really wanted to COOK!!

and so he bribed denon to let him use his kitchen for the cooking.. and so the cooking began..

cooking, washing up and cleaning up..

the outcome... hmm... how do i put this... some bad... some good... and some oh my goodness wrong.. lol

then at night it was verona's surprise birthday dinner.. we had to quickly rush back to get ready.. at 6.. we left for KLCC..

i took this pic on the way there.. doesn't it look fantastic!! haha

but yeah... let me tell you that this night was the

most unluckiest night ever!! i mean seriously!!

everything was slowly going wrong...

let's follow this unlucky evening.. step by step..

1. It was 7 something and dinner had to be done at like 9 because we were planning to take her
to KL tower to surprise her with a cake and all..

2. we decided to make reservations at chillies cause they said that our table should be ready in
40 minutes and so we waited.... and when it finally reach 40 minutes later.. we went back to
chillies... and this is what happened..

"huh? sorry sir.. i meant 40 minutes after 8pm..."

WHAT THE F(#@&$($&KKKKKK???????

i mean come on!! she sooo did not say that... anyways... we finally found a place at nando's...

3. we ordered then waited for like 30 minutes for our food to come and 45 minutes for my

drink to come... i was so bloody thirsty ok!! i could've died..

4. anyways... it was seriously late edi and we needed to go to KL tower because the last trip up is at 9.30 and we needed to buy tickets... so yung asked me and raf to go first.. so we made some lame excuse to leave.. then left..

5. We ran and walked till we came to the lif... and we went to pay our parking ticket.. just to find that the machine was spoil.. i mean come on!!!

6. so we got into the lift and press the button to the car park floor to pay the ticket.. when suddenly,.... lights went off.. and lights came back on....

WE WERE STUCK!!!! SSSSHHHIIIITTTTTTT!!!!

so this lady in the lift press the emergency button...

"halooooo..."

"lif stuck! lif stuck! " the woman says...

"apa???"

"lif stuck!"

"apa??"

"sesakkk!!!!!!!"

"oh ok!! saya panggil maintenance!!"

7. and so we waited and it finally opened.. then we ran all around the car park to find a staircase but couldn't.. then we finally found another lif.. and finally!!! the CAR!! we're freeee....

or so we thought.... hahaha... and then............... was getting to KL TOWER,..

and i'm so lazy to explain!! long story short... we got losssssss... and we were too late to go up to KLtower.. so i couldn't go up... i've never even been up there..... sniffles....

coooolll....

but... the outside itself was great.. and i'm glad my baby was there with me.....

me and raf...

dont we look so small? lol

yung and i

the love birds..

just being with you.....

outdated...

ok ok ok... i've got to get back on track here!! i'm getting way way left behind on my updates.. lol..

this is mainly cause my STUPID HANDPHONE!! can't function properly... the camera takes like a whole minute long to operate.. so the whole thing is lagging!! that too.. i can't blame it.. since.... e-heh....heh.... i kinda dropped it a FEW TIMES?? you know...... ok maybe not a few... but a NUMBER of times la....

OK FINE!!! it was more than a hundred times!!!

(yes i know.. i counted..)

(yes i know... since march...)

WAAAAPPPAAAAAOOOOOO!!!!!!

*slaps myself in the face*

alright.. alright... so let's talk a bout friday... THE MOST USELESS DAY IN COLLEGE>> EVER!

seriously.. i didn't do anything at all... diana was so super smart to skip college that day.. i mean.. i just sat in class and stared at teacher... and after 20 minutes... then only realizing he was teaching something new... brilliant aren't i?? oh then there was specialist maths which i

oh-so-gracefully slept in class for a full half an hour... yes... 30 minutes or so... teehee....

so after class i had to go to ou to meet my mummy for grocery shopping.. she had to buy stuff for the cafeteria morning on the weekend and she needed people to help carry...

so she asked me.. ahem.. and my oh so.supposedly.. macho baby to help..

yes.. 20 bottles of coke.. 4 bags of coffemate and goodness knows what else...

and on the way back.... raf just had to see...

CARL's JUNIOR............................

and he's like all....

"o0o0o0o0o0oooo..... What's this shop?....."

and once he caught a glimpse of the burgers.... there was NO TURNING BACK...

so in we went to buy... and he was so fired up on eating... when i already said

I DIDN'T WANNA EAT CAUSE I ALREADY ATE!!!

but no...... he gave me the big puppy dog eyes and the "i dont wanna eat awone......" excuse...

ARGH!!! cheater......... *guilt guilt guilt*

and so i had to join him...

so there was one mushroom steak burger... one chicken something burger.. cross cut fries... chilly cheese beef fries....one large ice lemon tea.... AHHHHHHHHHHHH...

THE FATSSSSSSS.... i hate you raf for making me eat so much.. the weight that i took super long to lose... was back in three bloody days... damn you..

anyways.. moving on... so later on in the evening.. WE FEASTED...

and after that he had to rush back and i had to head to shower and get ready cause it was dinner with the parents at night.. raf's daddy's birthday.... *scawweeee*

getting ready

but it was really good.. we had san fransisco steakhouse.. and i've never seen someone rip open a lobster so fast in my life... crazy......

and even though i was sooooo freaking stuffed... raf suddenly told me there was cake at home...

" NNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo........................."

fats fats...more fats... more more fats.... why?? WHY GOD?? WHY??? *boohoohoo...*

the rest of the night was spent with raf.. denon.. and the bunch of vroom vroom guys..

My First Food Bazaar!

yeah ok.. so it was thursday i think... and i had a long day of college.. just found out i did badly for both chemistry and specialist maths... GEEEZZ.... yeah.. but anyways... after college.. me.. raf.. denon... anne and mich were suppose to go for a food bazaar together... aka... pig out time.. hahaha.. but then mich suddenly said she couldn't go... so it was just us four..



well yeah.. so after college raf came to pick me up driving anne's car and of course she was inside.. did i mention she was wearing a FENDI shades!! geeess!!!
talk about unfair!



so we had to go to the workshop to pick up rafie's car.. and that's where we saw
THE BULLDOZER-LOOKALIKE-MACHINE!!!
yeaH MAN!!! seriously... big... long at the front... rough.. tough.. and sexy...


ladies and gentlement... .. yes.. this is our future...



Anne : YEah......

Right.. so moving on.. we went shopping for food at the Kota Damansara's food bazaar and there was sooo much food.. it was kind of like a higher class pasar malam?? haha.. and so we shopped.. and SHOPPED.. and SSHHHOOPPPEEDD...

and the car ride home...

Anne is trying her best to stop the food from flyin

this is more food at the front!

Well... what seemed like a lot of food actually turned out to be pretty damn little.. hahaha..
and oh gosh... we felt SOOOO GUILTY... cause at first in the afternoon.... we kinda ate all of anne's family's dinner... and we didn't know!!!!! oh gosh... we just whacked one whole pot of damn good fried rice and satisfied ourselves...

so when we came home with the bunch of food.. the siblings all came running to us.. thinking it was their dinner.. and all we could do was... "EEEEERRRRRrrrrrr........................."

it wasn't even for them!! first we still their food.. then we taunt them with even more??!?!?!

oh my gosh... i feel so bad............ but....but....... we had to eat too........

anyways.. it was a bummer.. cause the food sucked anyhoo..... but then anne's maid cooked some FRIED FROGS... no.. i'm serious... you know those slimy disgusting creatures that hop around your backyard??? yeah.. those!!! EERRGGHHH..... i hate frogs..

so we decided to trick denon when he came and to tell him it was jusr chicken...
and se he ate... smiling... grinning... thinking it was delicious SMOOTH TENDER chicken....

until... anne broke the news that it was a frog...

Denon..." you serious ah?!!? eh dont joke..... FROG!?!??! FROG???!?!?... those
creatures in the garden that hop around?? "

i swear it was so funny seeing the disgusted look on his face.! ahahaaha.. sorry denon!!

anyways.. anne insisted we visited the house next door on renovation.. and gosh was it scary going there at night... my goodness.. we had to climb this like thin.. wooden ladder up to the attic lookalike place.. which was soooo pretty darn cool... but i swear i almost died of a heart attack.. i mean... HEIGHTS and LAURA do nottt... i repeat DO NOT... go together.. lol

after running around exploring for a bit... we decided we were all beat tired.. so it was back to our homes for all of us...

chemistry lab day..

ok... so on monday was chemistry lab day... a.k.a... fun time in the lab.. haha..

you see.. Mr yap was like casually teaching when me and manda decided to pose... so as every move he made that he turned away from us... we go..
one.. two.. threee.. POSSEEE!!!!




sarah and diana joined in later...


yeah.. so our experiment for the day was Chromatography. i mean.. it's something really simple and silly but i think teacher just wanted us to do something to kill time since our exams are over for now.. haha..

CHROMATOGRAPHY





S2 is hard at work..

we're donkeys

Sarah : i'm swimming!



Darren : my eye is itchy!






aih...how would i survive college without these donkeyss...

AFTER THE PHOTO SHOOT...

well... of course after putting in my hazel contacts i just had to pose...

yesterday...

ok so yeah.. it's time to tell you about my crazy day yesterday, saturday and sunday which i totally left out...

ok so on saturday.. it was nigel's birthday party!! we were suppose to go his place and drop by... he said there was booozzee too.. so hey! plus side.. lol..

and we went there.. and ahhhhh.. my Godma was cooking.. MmmmmMMMMmmmm...

lamb.. spagetthi... mee.... sausages.... chicken.... salad... AHHHHH!!! eat eat eat EAT!!!

delicious... hahha.. and so the day went on.. and we did our usual posing... haha.. will we ever stop??


i can never get enough of you...



ballerina babes and me.. mah girlfriend


reunited.... memories.....

yeah that's basically what went on.. pretty alright night.. as usual.. we'll make our own crazy fun.. hahaha...

so after that we decided to drop by anne's house just for fun and to pull her out..

and off to kayu we went... with the cheapest meal we've ever eaten!!! RM2.10!!! hahahha.

two air suam and one barley ais... hahhaahah

and yet.... some of us still can go crazy and hyper on a NON-SUGAR DRINK.. anne...anne..anne..

CHEERS THERE MATES!!!

MOVING ON TO SUNDAY......

it was a full and tiring day... oh and we had youth sponsored mass in the morning.. oh dear Gosh... it did not go well... haha... we only sponsored the choir la.. but we didn't know the songs well enough so.. AHHH horrifying....

yeah... then i went back to do my project which i totally couldn't do cause i was so tired.. and i slept for bloody long.. then woke up to go church again.. for my BEC sponsored mass.. this time i had to lector.. it was alright.. but after that i was suppose to drop by anne's place.. but my mom asked me to send this couple back to their house.. kinda scary driving strangers around.. lol..

so after that.. it was back home and back to my work... then my baby came over to teman me...

and he cooked for me FRENCH TOAST!!!

ahahhaa... so funny seeing a NOOB cook!! wakakkaka..
but still.... it was super cuteeeee... and i have to admit it actually tasted good.. hahaha..

talk about adorable! haha.. but he thinks he's really cool cooking a french toast.. lol

yeah.. so we had a good meal... :) that i hope i can eat again.. *hint hint*

teehee~~

oh ok.. yeah.. moving on... remember i told you bout the photo shoot thing we did. the contact lense thing... well.. yeah.. this are some after posing pics.. like.. AHHH.... you can see how ROSY RED my cheeks are cause the make up artist probably thought it would be fun to see me as a clown!! i mean seriously.. it's like someone smacked me with blood on my cheeks.. GEESS!! lol..

my hazel eyes and diana's dreamy blues...

Diana : EEeeeewwwwwww...............

sarah looked totally different after the make over!

now.. i always have to pose with panda.. hahaha

check out our eyes.. hazel.. grey.. and blue.. *Roaarr!!*