aihh...

let's see... it's pretty late now... about one something.. and i've got college tomoro so you must know how bored i am,.. or depressed?

wipes tears...

yeah.. today was a pretty fun day... no seriously..well.. it all started with praise and worship practice in church you see... you know.. the normal.. singing.. lalalala.. i love to sing..

yeah.. so it went on and finished... but then you see.. michelle LAi.. got a little... just a LITTLE.. bored.. and so she said..

"hey.. i'm in the posing mood!.. who wants to pose with me?"

and so you know.. being the oh-so-poserish self of mine.. i willingly jumped next to her and imediately got into the
sexy drama queen pose..

and so we waited... " cameras pleasee!!!"

and then we pose again...

"CAMERAS PLEASE...!!"

and we posed again....

"CAMERAAAAASSSSS....!!!

omg.. no respond... so i just concluded to myself you know.. that some ppl just dont notice when they are in the presence of superstars.. right michelle?? IGNORANCE! lol

yeah.. so then.. we decided to bring joshua into the picture.. oh joshheee!! would you oh so kindly pose with us.. hahhaa.. and he gave us the cheerleading guy stunts.. you know the one where they stand straight.. shoulders back.. chest out.. big gay smile on the face? yeah that one.. and there goes mich and laura's heads right under his lovely smelling arm pits.. doing the lala cheeeesssseeee!!!

haha... well that was almost it you see... till i had to open my mouth.. i just had to... and say

"I KNOW!! let's take pictures on the guys backs! it'll be so cool!"

and so we did it.. mich hopped onto aaron's shoulders and i hopped onto joshua's...

up into the air we went... just in time for me to remember that...

"I'M FREAKING SCARED OF HEIGHTS!!!!!!

yes.. indeed.. my stupidity amazes me once again... and there we went... screaming our asses off as the rest continued to laugh at us... and so joshua and aaron decided to have a little fun as we were getting more and more scared...

off aaron went.. running around to the back of the room with mich on his back... it looked like a mad getaway horse struggling to run with a fat bummed woman on it's back..
yes aaron... we feel for you..

and joshua was BOUNCING up and down with me on his shouldersss!!! HELLLOOOO!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

freaking scared... lol...

so yes my dear friends..
on the 16th of september 2007... our dearly beloved laura jane... almost so nearly.. lost her life.. in a horrific incident of attempted murder.. but her close companion and fellow sampan friend.. joshua heng.. 18.. tall.. chinese... big hell of an eater... yes my dear friends.. it was dreadful that laura's life flashed before her eyes.. in a flick of a second... in a gust of the wind... she... at the age of 18... almost... so terribly.. died..

BUTTT... she nanaged to survive!! yes my friends.. she pulled through.. she made it... her courage.. her bravery... yes... admirable..

WAHAHAHAHHAAHHAAAHHAHAHHAHA

oh gosh... so much crap.. hahaha

yeah anyways.. moving on... guess what happened next... joshua aaron shawn victor and shamus decided to carry michelle on the chair she was sitting on...

i quote joshua... "introducing.. our very own... SIC's I-GALLOP!!!!"

and they seriously shook mich's chair so hard!! so funny and VERY.. i repeat.. VERY obscene at the same time.. and yet.. everyone had the time to stop and pose...

ahh yesss... and we thought that was over.. .till they decided to pull me up!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

aih.. what a day... omg.. and if you wanna see me and mich doing retarded cart wheels and toe touchers.. go see rachel's blog.. hahha.. wait.. what am i doing promoting my own embarassment.. my stupidity amazes me yet again...

NIGHT TIME!!!

weeeee.... we're going to steven's corner... omg... mich me and anne were sooooo damn hyper the whole way.. i think rafie and denon got annoyed.. hahhaa.. but yeah.. denon was our official photographer for the day.. and raf dear was as usual.. our famous AHMAT or driver.. hahahaa..

*click click click*

we were like lost around OUG for like soooo bloody long.. cause we have five brilliant ppl in the car with no idea of where to go.. hahah.. and me and anne.. with our so brilliant memories.. couldnt remember OUG since our kiddy days when we used to live with our grandparents... =)

yeahs.. and so.. the search continued till we finally found the place.. FINALLY...

hahaha.. yeah... and we stepped in to eat. and my oh my.. the place was sooo much like murnis... even the food.. but.. i have to say.. I STILL PREFER MURNI'S!!!

oh i feel so faithfull... hahha

i'm loving it

aih... only you seem to be able to melt my heart

so that's the end of my long hectic day...

how is it that the only person that can break your heart is the person you love most..

or how is it that when sometimes you want too much out of someone you get let down..

or you hope so much and trust so much.... and things still dont turn out fine...

life itself amazes me.. Life, how much more can you hurt me.....

with all my heart... i still love you... but take this pain away from me please... cause it hurts...