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My life has no sequence or continuity in anything i do,, woot woot.. lets hope that means i'm exciting.. woot woot... so what have i done that is productive lately?... *thinking hard*....
oh crap.. i need a job..

on a second note, rest in peast little Miri.. :(
life is short. really short.
for everyone.. just a thought.. if you were to die today.. and you face God.. and he asks you.. what have you dont for me? what would you say? what do you think if significant enough? makes me wonder.....

i'm not ready to lose you.

Oooh life

Ohkay.... yeap... uhuh....em... yeah.... my life is for the first time... boring...... lol stagnant.. as though of no purpose although i know there is a purpose in my life.. the first thing i need to do is take the first step to get off my butt and find a job and yet i have no will to do it.. so i'm thinking to myself.. i'm gonna wait until i have the inspiration to do it.. if not i'm never gonna be happy that i did it.. i know what you're thinking.. she's never gonna get off her butt and find a job.. but uhuh!!! that's where you are wronggg!! you are wrong i tell you!!!! i will.... i WILLLLL... and at that time i will be fully motivated to do so.. :)
yay :) *gleams with satisfaction*