i can't believe you
can't believe what you did
can't believe i doubted myself
can't believe you went that far
can't believe it was all a lie
.
you left me so confused.
so lost.
i'm going crazy.
.
.

i thought i knew you
.
guess i didn't.
.
thought more. we were
.
guess not.
.
it's the holidays.
.
there's more time. for us
.
looks like no either.
.
how long more.