no.

it's 1:32 am and my internet is amazingly working.

just at the right time.

i'm sorry.

.

life really sucks once in awhile.

i hate telling myself that i'll change.

and the best part is that i actually did.

for awhile..

i'm sorry...

.

then when something bad happens...

i'm back to square one.

but i know i'm different now.

i can feel it.

the fact that i notice all this shows that i'm different

i wish u didn't have to see that side of me.

yet go through it

i'm sorry.

.

you see.

i have this problem

i get annoyed

easily.

.

when people care.

when people dont.

when they care too much

when they dont at all

thats me.

twisted.

demented.

.

Friendship is a gift by itself.

the gift in the gift.

i received.

i'm sorry.

.

wish you knew how i felt.

but

no one does?

except me

n God.

.

i'm sorry.

you

you

you.

especially

you

.

the best thing you can do.

is pretend u never read this.

.