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i was reading some blogs that day and i came across this post from a dear friend of mine and i wanna say thanks babes.. it gave me an inch more of hope :)


"Not by might, not by power

But by my spirit, says the Lord.

I can see your heart is tired.

And your spirit has gone weak.

You wonder how long,

You’ll have to hang on.

But when my love comes in,

You’ll be strong again.

Not by might, not by power

But by my spirit, says the Lord.

These mountains,

Shall be removed.

I’ll build my temple within you.

And what I promise shall become. "

so what now?

i'm empty.
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hmmm..what do i feel like?..
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how do you describe broken, shattered and simply fucked in one sentence?
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oh wait. i just did.
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sorry ppl that my blog has been so down n depressing...
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i promise it'll change..
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just give me a few months or so??
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or maybe years?
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not for you huh. you clearly dont need time.
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well lets see.. let's try to start talking normally..
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okay well i'm up to my head in church stuff cause my church is having a christmas musical on the 27th and anyone is invited k? it's free.
and if practices everyday for at least 7 hours everyday is not enough.. i have other stuff to do..
and some people are dragging me out to go hiking?? WTF?? leeches??? hell no....
but then again as embarassing as this may sound.. i've never been hiking or in the jungle in my entire life.. yeah... go ahead.. make fun..
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n on a last note. tq M and A for the loan.. at least it made me smile ?
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oh n i'm suppose to be exercising more.. WTH.. RM170 a month and i visit the gym once or twice... where's the logic in that?

i can't believe you
can't believe what you did
can't believe i doubted myself
can't believe you went that far
can't believe it was all a lie
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you left me so confused.
so lost.
i'm going crazy.
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i thought i knew you
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guess i didn't.
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thought more. we were
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guess not.
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it's the holidays.
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there's more time. for us
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looks like no either.
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how long more.

empty lots

you know what.
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i'm going insane.
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one exam down.
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three more to go.
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did i mention it was three days in a row?
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yeah. kill me now.
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you know. stop judging me.
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i'm sick of it.
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deal with your own problems.
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Here i go again

Java Chip

You know you're overworking when... ;
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-> you're snapping your fingers constantly at everything
(ahem.. Nic)
-> You run out for starbucks the moment you get the chance.
-> You play with chocolate boxes and make them go "Pop Pop Pop"
-> You stare at an FHM magazine for chicks and analyze their noses
( Devan: it's having.....having.... flat....)
-> You laugh at everything
-> Your tummy constantly growls..
-> You stare blankly and blurly into space and think about smoking
-> you smoke too much
-> you smoke just to past time (ahem. this is all for you, B)
->you constantly say "Fuck you!" and "Shut Up"
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Life is tough but when you start doing all these.. you know you've been in Monash for too damn long. Honestly.. coming to uni five times in a week on a HOLIDAY is tooo much. But that's the life of a sad engineering student of Monash. Welcome to our lives. And it's only gonna get better.
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Anticipate the future and await the outcome.
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We'll change this :)
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