Life's like that! i get it!

We never get what we want. Wait.. let me rephrase that,, I never get what I want.
what i meant by that is my stupid timetable.. ish.. how is it that whenever i allocate with my friends.. they always get it but i dont?? what the hell does the stupid admin department have against me =_=' ish!

On a better note.. i'm at starbucks again :):) awesome. They brought back their Dark Mocha Frapp which is sooo awesome.. and sipping on it just made my typing like ten times faster that normal.. lalalala.. so happy..

Well i came here and guess who i bumped into? My old old old friend Carol! she looks exactly the same and she's still as cheerful as ever.. so it was pretty fun catching up with her.. Gone were the days where Carol, Charlotte,Michele, Ellie and I used to sit together and we'd be chit chatting our asses off and gossiping about all the latest news.. Boys.. Gossips.. Shopping.. Hair cuts.. hahaha.. boy  have we grown up.. come to think of it.. that was like.. 7 years ago.... damn... where have the years gone?

I miss my childhood.. :( i think i grew up too fast.. i hate my stubborness.. when i was young i just couldn't wait to grow up and have my own life.. but right now.. i feeel like i wanna be pampered.. i wanna be spoiled.. i want to be given more ang paus.. lol... but yeah.. we never really get what we want right? damn it..

guess who's coming here to see me now? :):) weee...
*omg.. bring mummy wait outside right?? nonsense la you!!*

So uni is starting in a weeks time.. i'm dreading it... going back there and realizing again that everyone is gone... and i've feel that ache of emptiness.. but at the same time i'm excited.. excited to get to know new friends.. to grow closer with the ones i have now.. and to find new experiences.. excited to learn what i can and to try to work harder.. i'm excited to see how long my... "This time i'm gonna study earlier" resolution lasts until i find myself stressed out and studying my ass off last minute again....

excited... and scared...

Maybe it's not that i never get what i want..
It's that i'm never satisfied.. when will i ever be? Human Nature.. we want what we can't have.. hence we're always unsatisfied.. sucks to be that way.. oh well.. gotta try and live with it..
like my hair is pretty darn straight.. but what i really want is some beautiful curly locks :)
and my hair is dark brown.. but i wanna be either jet black or blonde.

The grass is always greener on the other side.

but hey. it doesn't mean i'm not happy with where i am now. i'm just saying. things always could be better.

February 3rd

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY MIKEY FATTY!!

Thanks for being one of my best friends for sooooo many years now.

and omg!! time has flown..

From eating fries at burger king 6 years ago..

to eating more fries at Wendy's in 2010. 

haha. omg.. Major Dejavu that day huh!! 

love ya fatty!

Thanks for always being there :)

 

  

  

Another two

Bye Shamus aka Hellrose.

Gonna miss u loads! 

Thanks for the glee and all the cc nights! haha :)

Bye Ian!

Congrats on your diving license.

Now go and swim with the fishies..

Shooh! Have fun and study hard.

Will miss u!

People keep leaving

 Josh, You're the only monkey in Pj :(

50 cent coin for pasta!! haha

 

Jeremy.

you're a man stuck in a kid's body..

no wait.. you're a kid stuck in a man's body..

 no...

you're a kid stuck in a kids body...

hahahaha.. sounds about right. lol

 

Saab, You'll always be my mocha! :)

and my annoying friend lol

Have a great time there u guys!! 

well.. some of you.. haha.. atudy hard n easy on the drinking k.. lol

 

Manda!

Dhaal and drumsticks. 

enough said.

haha missing u!

Min Li and Mel.

Years of friendship and memories to cherish a lifetime!

More gossip moments to come yeah :)

haha,

Thanks for everything babes....

Yung! 

Have a blast there k!

and hope u had a great 21st.

Thanks for the friendship :)

i'm glad i came to know u!

 

It goes like this

OMG omg OMG omg!

Guess who came out with a single!

Jason Castro! :):)

He was from American Idol Season 7 and i was sooooo cheering for him..

I mean look at his smile!
*a little cheesy gay.. but i like it. haha*

and his dreadlocks!

 lol :P

Go Jason!

Hmph!

You woke up late!!

ish

*hmph!*

:)

Water Lily Sugar Bunny Papaya Smoothie.

What a day today..
i found the new meaning for boredom.. woke up at 1.30pm and slumped in front of the couch watching tv.. i found myself staring at the clock every 5 minutes thinking it'll be 6pm sp i could go shower n get ready for dinner.. this is what happens when plans get cancelled... bleh bleh..

anyways.. so Fatty, Mr V8 and Purplestripes picked me up and we headed to Water Lily. Heard a lot about the place but havent tried it yet. So it was a first. and the food was good! Pricey but worthit.. super freaking big portions and mouth watering-ly tasty.. could also be because we were hungry... and what on earth is wrong with me.. considering i ate a slice of pizza before that.. bleh bleh.. i'm a pig i know.. or a pumpkin as Mr. Mocha says.. idiot.. lol.

After that was our usual after party of CS.. haha.. it was fun.. sat there for close to 4 hours.. damn even my leg was numb.. haaha.. so after coming back home.. i realized what i did today.. woke up.. ate.. lied down on couch.. stood up to bathe.. sat down in car.. sat down to eat.. sat down at the CC... omggggg.. no wonder i'm growing fat.. there's minimal usage of my muscles in one day... besides me cheeks and my brains.. i dont think i'm doing much..

Going crazy?? yeapsss.. WWWWeeeeEEeeEeeeEee.....


Gonna miss u guys.. sigh sigh sigh sigh..

Footprints in the sand

One night I had a dream--
I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord
and across the sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints,
one belonged to me and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that many times along the path of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest
and saddest times in my life.
This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you would walk with me all the way,
but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life
there is only one set of footprints.
"I don't understand why in times when I needed you most,
you should leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child,
I love you and I would never, never leave you
during your times of trial and suffering.
"When you saw only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."

...Mary Stevenson

life under my wings

I like it.

though he may be weird n twisted.

but who isn't?

good song :)

I need you

I'm sorry.
I'm moody.

I know.