Monday, October 3, 2011

the 10th month


Can you imagine it's almost the end of 2011. I mean what the hell did I do this year? oh well. besides wasting time procrastinating throughout my studies and assignments.. and I almost remember working my internship for two months earlier this year.. and then there's breaking people's hearts which is what i do best somehow.. and yeah.. here I am 2 months away from 2012 and we don't even know if the world is going to end! LOL.. My friend Kevin refuses to watch the movie 2012 until 2012 actually comes.. Then I guess the people that freaked out initially can like just slap themselves in the face silly. Lol. I mean it's crazy sometimes when you read in the papers about people selling all their property and quiting their jobs because some loonatic said the world was gonna end. I mean seriously??? If someone told you eating poop is gonna make you look prettier would you do it??? err.. but then again I have heard of some people that actually eat... cow dunk... for health.... like... seriously... no joke.............. *brrrrrr....* gotta shake the image off.. I feel my chocolate cake and vanilla ice cream knocking on my tummy walls.. lol.. ugh.. I am putting on weight like mad and it's not even funny.. dont you dare laugh =_=... 

Well a lot has happened this year like I said.. oh.. i think the last time I blogged was like July,. so since then I celebrated my 22nd Birthday.. woohoo me.. :) and I passed my first semester.. celebrated Raya and plenty of birthdays.. and well I cant recall much except for what has happened lately and that is my prom night.. omg.. that was an experience of a lifetime.. Well I took part in the Ms Monash competition and well basically five girls are chosen out of the bunch that shamelessly audition just like yours truly.. and well we go through photoshoots and fittings and well just spend some time together and then on that night we finally perform for the audience at the ball and everyone gets to vote for their favourite... I would Loveee to say I won.. but I didn't.. lol.. anyways, congratulations to Tse Leng that won.. she's a gorgeous girl with a great personality and hell that woman can shake her body at belly dancing! haha.. that was her talent performance by the way... and mine was singing.. which I was sooooo bloody nervous that I went out of tune and though ppl kept telling me I didnt... I think I know enough music and have done enough singing in church to know that I definitelyyyy went off somewhere.. LOL.. oh well.. it's God's will.. probably coz i'll have too much pride if I win.. sooo much of prizeeessss... eeEEeeee... *squeels in jealousy*... I kid.. lol.. but honestly.. it was soooo much of fun.. meeting the 4 other girls and 5 other guys.. I mean.. I didn't think people that nice and friendly existed in uni.. lol.. It's too bad i'm leavin this semester.. would've love to have gotten to know them better.. :) 
Gonna miss you guys!! Hugs to Joanna, Nisha, Tse Leng, Allysha, Andy, Ilyas, Gian Yang, Joo Ztat and Justin my partner! lol.. awesome time.. awesome memories! :)

Tse Leng (Ms Monash), Nisha, Joo Ztat (Mr Monash), Andy, Ilyas, Justin, Me, Joanna, Allysha and Gian Yang

Now two weeks left to finish my never ending thesis and study for my final final final semester. Oh God help me.. well before I end I just wanna leave with this quote I heard from the show "Letters to Juliet".. lovely :)

'What' and ‘if’ two words as non-threatening as words come. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: 
‘What if?'..."


"I don't know how your story ended.But I know that if what you felt then was love - true love - then it's never too late. If it was true then it why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart..."


"I don't know what a love like that feels like... a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for... but I'd like to believe if ever felt it. I'd have the courage to seize it. I hope you had the courage to seize it, Claire. And if you didn't, I hope one day that you will."