i miss you dear

i love you dear

i crave you dear

i need you dear

i think of you dear

i want you dear

philippines

hey ppl.. guess what.. i'm in the philippines right now!

*woohoo*

its pretty cool here.. everything is so different though..

like.. the cars are all left hand drive.. and the roads are on the opposite sides..

oh and everyone here drives like a big car!

SUVs.. like unsers.. xtrails.. fords.. seriously!

and all the cars are FULLY tinted... i mean.. it's so scary!

who knows who is staring at you from behind the glass?

could be an alien.

a terrorist?

a rapist?

an elephant?

a tiger?

monster?

killer?

dracula?

godzilla?

frogs?

God?

the president?

freddy and jason?

michelle lai?

lol..

i mean come on!!

it's a scary thought..

anyways... yeah.. things are really different... like one part

would be like totally old and ancient..

and then suddenly..

you're in the city?

huh?

lol..

but it really is a beautiful place.. and the people are so super nice

and lovely..

the shopping here is apparently crazily good..

but i'm yet to find out! *heehee*

though i went to one shopping mall and it's pretty scary.

it was the one that got bombed last month i think?

so yeah.. everyone that goes in and out is like body checked..

bags all opened.. something like the customs..

but less violating.. no touching.. lol

oh!

and everyone goes through metal detactors!

ooOOooooooOOOoo...

scarryyy..

haha.

but overall it's good.. but i'm eating like crazy cause my

aunt knows all the good places here for food...

so....

ahhhhh.....

feast!!

like i said before...

the joy of eating..

and the pain of putting on weight..

that's life

learn it

live it

embrace it

ivan's wedding

cutie ol' Porky pig got married that day! lol...
yes... the big M!

haha.. anyways.. it was still a fun day...
VERY TIRING.... but ok la...

his wife and him looked totally adorable..
i wish them many years of happiness
and joyous days to come..

behind some fella in the evo convoy..

raf trying to fit in with his audi... lol

the ultimate wedding car

the ultimate poser..

once upon a time a fell in love ( part 2 )

ever had a day you'll never ever regret?

i did :)

ever had a moment you never wanna forget?
i did :)

ever had a moment of laughter you want to go on forever?

i did :)

ever had a glimpse of happiness and

suddenly realize it's yours?

i did :)

( the lost click five member )

ever had someone you can trust and

is always there for you?

i do :)

(omg.. so cute)

ever had someone who just drives you
to do better in everything you do?
i do :)

ever found something you loved so much

that you wanna hold on so tight and never let it go?

i do :)

( i made him pose for this picture =P)
*faints... he's just so adorable*
( mine.. dont touch!)

ever loved someone so much that

nothing else matters but that one person

and you're willing to do anything to make

the person happy, willing to sacrifice,

willing to give your whole heart cause that

person gives it back to you,

and no matter what time of the day,

where you are or what you're doing,

you think of the person,

and that face is always lingering in your mind,

and everything you do is in hope that

it'll make that person happy,

and when you let that person down,

you feel like your whole world crumbles

and all you wanna do is make it

right again,

and through all that

you never ever ever

not for a moment

not for a second

not for a blink

never

ever

stopped loving that person?

i do :)

OMG OMG OMG~~!!

omg omg omg!!

my brilliant baby raf found my USB port to transfer pics to my comp!!

weeeeeeee!! i'm so happy!!

blogging begins again! *winkz*

this are pics pf my classmates.. i'll upload more later...

pit stop number 2!

mr Ding!

ian and saab!

this is sarah the angel in disguise

charlie's angels??

shadow oh shadow protect me from the sun.. no wait.. it's the other way round... oh damn...

candid beyond candid..

we love the camera...

( diana rarely comes for classes.. lol )

hmm... i hope it doesn't explode...

posing..... oh no wait... *kaboom*

i tied it! i feel so accomplished...

the "whites" and miss Christine


deepavali gambling.. hmmm....

donkeys in the making



finally a pic with the goddess!

i'm back baybeh!

i'm back baybeh! and guess what??? exams are OVER...

i repeat... OVER..

and you know what?? no more SAM!!!

weeeeee... cause you see.. i joined the South Australian Matriculation programme at the beginning of this year with courage.. determination... a girl of big dreams...

succesful future... strong will....

and today i leave the exam hall.. with a heart as big as a fly's balls..

and a brain as small as a pea...

yes people.. i have proven the theory of SAM.. it is indeed the

Self Abuse Matriculation programme....

*i quote Lee Kington*

but yeah... a year flew by.. and i'm gonna miss my nut head of a crack head classmates who made college year the best year of my life.. seriously... i never had one day without laughing my head off... so to all S2-ians... i love you guys!!!!

*tears*

moving on.... lol...

today was ivan's bachelor party.. so you see.. mich and anne had high hopes on

getting pissed drunk going topless and swinging their panties over their heads while

dancing on the table top with hot guys surrounding them...
*phew that was a long line*

anyways.. their hopes and dreams were crushed when we walked in on a classic mellow quite sit down buffet dinner with family members and friends... we were like..

"oh-oh...... now this feels awkward,...... lol."

seriously.. we looked like a bunch of kids at our big brother's party or something...

wrong place... wrong time... haha.. but i actually thought it was alright..

it was fun looking around the house and chit chatting..

oh and did i mention he has a POOL??? cool... i seriously wanted to dive in...

*splish splash... cool me down..*

after that we left for kayu.. then here i am..home sweet home...

my bed awaits me... my pillow calls out to me like a baby calling it's mother..

my tender soft mattress.. waiting to unfold it's soft comforter curls around my warm body..

*i swear i'm not horny.. forgive me for expressing myself*

till next time peeps.. *winkz*

you mean more to me then the world itself.. that i promise you...

Moments to remember and cherish for life :)

i am sick of life...

sick of studying..

sick of worrying for nothing...

sick of doing things i hate...

sick of wasting my time..

sick of being fat...

sick of working hard for nothing...

sick of procrastinating...

sick of doing nothing about my life..

sick of wanting things so bad that i can never have...

sick of eating then growing fat...

sick of not eating for the sake of not growing fat...

sick of thinking that i can actually stop eating...

sick of lousy and boring tv programmes...

sick of traffic jams and road accidents..

sick of sicknesses and illnesses....

sick of suffering around the world...

sick of knowing that i'm gonna fail and doing nothing about it..

sick of wasting my life away thinking that i could have actually become something...

sick of being nice and not being treated nicely back..

sick of loving someone so much that it doesn't matter anymore..

sick of hating people till i end up hating myself..

sick of trying to be someone i'm not..

sick of having friends walk in and out of my life and never able to keep them there...

sick of always forgetting to keep in touch with ppl...

sick of being away from my cousins and godpa...

sick of not having my best friend anymore...

sick of losing my classmates after every term of education...

sick of waking up early to a bright new day and getting your hopes let down....

fucking sick of being emo but i can't help it...

sick of this.......

conclusion :
i'm mentally physically emotionally and financially unstable and SICK


God help us all...

OMG

OH MY F***ING GOODNESS GRACIOUS SHIT BLOODY HELL OH NO UGLY HOW? WHAT TO DO? DIE YUCK> DONT LIKE> HELP ME>OH DEAR GOD!!!!

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